ugh

[koifishy]

I am a horrid human being. Filled with resentment, jealousy and rage. I hate it. I hate me

Comments

[rathera]

Oh...sweetie...you are a saint. Saints are never happy though. I know we haven't talked in forever, but get out of there. You only get the one life and you have to leave before yours is gone too.

[koifishy]

Definitely long time no talk!

Thank you for your reply. Luckily it comes at a time when I have calmed enough to be able to appreciate it. I would dearly love to get out of this situation, unfortunately it isn't feasible until we can find a facility for my mom. My brother-in-law is working really hard. Both my sister and her husband know I'm breaking badly and so it has become even more important to find one fast.

Sorry for all the cuss words :( I'm not usually that vulgar lol

[rathera]

I can absolutely understand it being impossible...I remember how bad things were with my grandmother's Alzheimer's until we could find her a home. Just sounds like you are about to lose your mind and you can't take care of anyone that way. Hope they find her a place soon. Good luck hanging in there.

[mudiswag]

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[gareyyfyhi]

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