I am a horrid human being. Filled with resentment, jealousy and rage. I hate it. I hate me ( Read more... )

You told me before that you can't give me what I need ( Read more... )

This is all I've ever known. The place where I have some of my best memories of being safe and loved. Is it normal that it's scary to think about leaving that safety? I've been taking care of my mom for a long time now, since she was diagnosed with Alzheimer's. I had to leave my job in order to be with her. I don't get government support to do this ( Read more... )

Wow - couldn't sleep.... kind of anxious about Tony's flying in next month. >My sister and her husband bought Tony's ticket - but I gave the wrong email address for verification .... so I don't know if Tony got the verification. All he should really have to bring is his Photo ID etc - if he doesn't have the printout, he should still get to board ( Read more... )

>< I can't decide between green beans or popcorn as a snack.... - how odd is that?

Been having really nasty nightmares lately - and I'm not even watching horror movies. Why do I resent my family so much..... I think that has something to do with the nightmares - they usually involve family in one way or the other ( Read more... )

Mom's 60th birthday party went well.. we saw my sister Andrea and her three boys and the man she married.

her three little boys.... HOLY COW >< they are poster children for why abstinence is best. I love kids, don't get me wrong... but when kids are so naughty, and the parents don't maintain control or even a handle on them.... UGH ( Read more... )

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OMG huh..... um.... yeah something like that lol

My cat, Lady, died. She was with us for 21 years. We had just celebrated her 21st anniversary with us on Sept 22 ( Read more... )