What is wrong with me? Can I not choose? Is this genjustu, or just my ineptitude colliding with my habits?

Is it better to have, or to want?

Do I deserve it? Would it be advantageous? Will I make others happy?

*face goes flush* "exclamation point pound backslash usr backslash bin backslash perl enter!"

This mission does not go smoothly. I am not performing at top efficeincy, nor am I even close. Bad choices, but I must begin to take this more...seriously. I know that I am to blame, so it shall be me correcting the problems.

In my ANBU written arts course, we are currently undertaking the analysis of the next ancient scroll. This one consists of the revelations of a series of different people traveling on a journey. The revelations of each are told to the entire group in hopes of further enlightnement on the journey. The first revelation that I have translated and ( Read more... )

Lately I have been recognized for some of my skills. I enjoy the initial treatment, but I just hope that it doesn't last long. I dislike being out in the open. My place is the cover, hidden, choosing where next to strike. I only wish to be recognized by one person...

But trust is the color of a dark seed growing ( Read more... )

This aibiki business is very psychologically challenging. As are the bishoujo that I know. Espesially ichuunoonna. As well you may understand the sun...

My new team mate and I went out on our first mission together. She performed quite nicely, while I was lacking in my techniques. But all in all, it was a very good mission. I believe that all subsequent missions hereafter will be reduced to Rank-A as they will not be as hard as this one was. I hope they increase in number though.

Mission completed. Another Rank-A mission done with no casualties. With the completion comes the venture of more high rank missions. They will be ejoyable though. I am lucky to now have an all-around superb team memeber. She is definitly ANBU quality.

I aborted the mission today. And for no real reason. I just lost my courage. This female seems to inspire comfort, while also being able to use a fear-inducing genjutsu. She is very skilled. If I want to overcome her technique, I will have to prepare a genjutsukai before speaking to her. I may even have to use my Kokugan. I hope it will not come to ( Read more... )