She broke my heart.

Probably without even knowing it.

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I passed out very shortly after getting off work today. The whole job hunting thing and potentially moving has been alot to think about. But no, that's off subject. That's not why I'm posting, even though I haven't in forever. The reason why I'm posting is because of a dream I had ( Read more... )

Shot down. Again.

At least it was early I suppose.

Still restless thinking about it though.

The 4th year anniversary of my Dad's death.

For some reason this year is worse than before...

I really don't know what to think right now. I sit here, just having had a conversation with a friend, and now I'm stuck thinking... about stuff I probably shouldn't be. Now I'm not tired and I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

why is it the only time i think to post or have something to say its usually a bad thing... maybe i need to keep a more daily record...

i mean right now i'm depressed... due to the same reason before... and cuz of a girl that i love more than anything...

*sigh* viscious cycles suck...

*sigh* day after I get basically shot down yet again. I had so much hope for this but I guess it won't happen. I remember what heartbreak was like, even though I've only ever really had one serious relationship/true girlfriend. It was surprisingly painful. I didn't feel like doing anything last night... I was so depressed. Today has been ( Read more... )

I felt pretty left out of your life today...

It was my birthday two days ago! So here's a catch up post ( Read more... )