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Fuck was my first cuss word. I said it when I was about four. I didn't know what i was sayin. They had left e w/ pawpaw cause no one else would take me and they had to do something I picked it up from him ( Read more... )

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My family is faling a part. My brother has been spoild til up recently now that they aren't he thinks when they are being mean even though tehy aren't really. Its tearing the family a part. My brother said " I can't stan her" talkin about my mom and she heared him and she wants to kick him out of hte house. he cause so much stress nd shit *sigh*

Im so mad at my uncle. He's in a box in my front room. We brought him home yesterday ( Read more... )

Some people I just hate. My brother is one of them He does everything in his power to make others miserable. He is like Sadam. Except wrose If you catered to Sadams every need he provided for you. You did wrong he killed you ( Read more... )

Class is about to start so this will be short. We have a sub today in 1st. Its not gonna be a good day. I started cryin' on the bus. I still haven't heared from Kolten. I want to be with him so bad. I want to be there with him. I've thought of runnin' once I get my licens but that wont work ( Read more... )

Today has not been good. I woke up at 7:30 am w/ cramps. I haven't talked to Kolten all weekend. I need you guys to pray that it rains here Saturday! My stomch is hurting really bad. I have my exam for band tomorrow its taken over a week to take. THen I have exams for 1-3rd on Thursday and Friay then we are out til Janurary 5th. Deer roast is good ( Read more... )

I feel so alone. Its Saturday. We always talk on the weekends late. Latly he's not been on cause he's been tired. Last night I go to bed at 7:30 cause he had his sisters dance recital to go to so he left early so I went to bed cause I was tired. And he shows up. Now tonight he's not gonna show at 7 or come late. I just miss him so bad. We've barly ( Read more... )

We packed today. I'm not really havin' that grand of a day. I really miss Kolten and just want sometime together. It seems like we've got no time lately. Everyone has been helpin' us preparing for the move. I really don't want to. I mean I do want the new house we will be building but I don't want to stay w/ my grandmother while we wait for it to ( Read more... )