so yeah life isnt sucking ass too bad right now ( Read more... )

so today was probably the hardest day of my life. having to leave the guy i love more than anything else in the world... even if it's only til january, it is still hard and i hope i can make it through it ( Read more... )

today was amazing. mainly because charlie and the chocolate factory came out on dvd. also because jason's brother words at a furniture store and got us a bigger bed! queen size for only $40. price tag says $599.00. amazing! no more getting shoved off our little twin size! "baby look at all the things i can give you... a twin bed in a trailor with a ( Read more... )

awesome. i'm in gwinnett tonight you guys. staying the night at my mom and dads since i have to get up before 5 in the morning and go fishing in a tournament with my dad. he seemed happy for once today for the first time since i moved out. he seemed okay. probably since i'm going fishing with him. at any rate, i cant cancel on him no matter how ( Read more... )

wow it's been awhile. i don't have the internet at my new house so ya know. i'm all moved in, just not completely unpacked, but i work all day today and all night tonight so my wonderful boyfriend is working on it today since i worked on unpacking all day yesterday. but i finally have my own place! it's not much, but it works, and it's home and i'm ( Read more... )

so yeah... moved out of my house again. this time for good. i found a place i'm renting with jason and ricky. we're moving in sometime this week. until then, i'm living with jason. things are great. the whole jealousy factor is over and he is now acting amazing. and the best part is, i can still hang with blake. yeah, i'm at school bored as hell. i ( Read more... )

things arent so good right now. jealousy is a bitch. ruins everything. but i was told if i hang on and quit spending time with the one person who has been my friend for 14 years then things will get better and he'll get over it. how can i choose between someone i REALLY like and someone who has been there for me through everything? i dont get it. i ( Read more... )

i dont know what i'm doing with my life. one day it seems perfectly clear and the next it's all just a blur and i don't even know what's going on or what day it is. i really don't know.

my best friend is mad at me. great. i dont know what i did.

gainesville again this weekend... it just keeps getting better and better ( Read more... )