so for 2 and a half weeks my lymphnode has been swollen on my neck, and today i finally looked in my throat and there's a hole in it. on the side. it's really gross. so i guess i've finally decided to go to the doctor. i have an appointment at 11:10. i'm kinda scared of what they're going to tell me. seriously. i REALLY hope it's nothing like ( Read more... )

after 3 long months, things are back to normal. i'm back to having my blake back... not to mention all those hot north hall boys who are always at his house ( Read more... )

honestly. i dont know how much worse this day can get.
you all should just hate me. i think it's the new cool thing to do.

August 11... WHY CAN'T IT BE AUGUST 12 ALREADY??? I seriously can't wait til Blake gets home ( Read more... )

so i'm really happy today. i talked to kyle-ito last night around 10 and he said he was in NC and he was on his way here! SOOO i waited up and he got here around 2 this morning. it was so exciting! i was so happy! so then this morning around 6 he got on a plane to missouri. man why couldn't that have been 2 weeks ago... i was there then! but that's ( Read more... )

i hate this place. everything about it. i hate certain people who think they can treat me like shit for4 years and still expect me to care about them. i don't. you're not the only person who has ever joined the military, faggot. maybe if you treated people nicer they'd care that you're leaving ( Read more... )

so today i went fishing with my dad... i HATE fishing. i never catch ANYTHING ( Read more... )

My Missouri trip so far... All I have done is take ( PiCtUrEs. )

so in order to get an internet signal on my laptop out here, i have to sit on the porch of our cabin but i can't sit in the rocking chairs... i have to sit on the FLOOR on the very edge of the porch in the middle... otherwise, NO SIGNAL and NO INTERNET. gay ( Read more... )

We made it to Missouri. 15 hours of driving… wow. I heard it was a long drive, but I wouldn’t know. I slept the whole time, except to get up to eat! I forgot my cell phone at home in my bed. Oops! But we don’t have service in our cabin anyway… or the internet. I have to drive to the grocery store or the bank parking lot to find houses around with ( Read more... )