Its less full circle than a flat line that I'm listening to Ani DiFranco in bed thinking about my crush.

It's really hard when you're in love with someone who's in love with you, but you both know that it just doesn't work out.

godfuckingdamnitamiright...

patience. and heartbreak.

i've been happier to be so miserable. i don't understand her, but i love her all the same.
fuck. i don't even understand myself. i mean, im updating a fucking livejournal right now.

gimme emotional torpor.

i really am happy for you. honestly. incredibly happy. you deserve nothing but the best.

but while i know he likes you (i mean, of course he does! who couldnt, really), i do love you.

got stuck on campus for a while today. actually, i was hailed out of 80 MPH winds by a deaf 3rd shift cleaning lady into a basement. made for interesting conversation ( Read more... )

i recently found out that people may still read this.

well, if you want to know who i was ten years ago, youve found a good place.

if you want to get to know me, give me a call.

still, i gotta say i found hilarious and awesome that you were checking this thing out.

1: its an astounding success!
2: i've both lack of sleep and excess of kitten.
3: time for a respite.
3(a): what's youre phone number again? i've seem to have lost it.
4: the words pile and pile and pile.
5: killing time before i get my new mouth.

being that its 2010, and nothing is better than its ever been, there is good reason to complain. prefect reason to be utterly fucking miserable. promises havent been kept. nothing has actually come to fruition. our dreams, their dreams, have amounted to nothing more than book-keeping and control groups. nothings is as we thought it would be ( Read more... )

Im just old and tired. My time is slowly becoming my most valuable possession and the waste of it through lack of consideration just ruins my day. im old, tired, and simple.

just please dont fuck with me anymore.