That my brother was going to move in with me on september 1st which means that I was going to be able to go the next weekend with him to visit fawn for our sister's birthday. But that isn't going to happen now because there is yet another cps report on my foster mother from the same little boy. I am beginning to really hate it here! Things were ( Read more... )

My foster brother Kyree woke me up today by screaming and banging. He then preseded to kick me in the knee and punch me. Yeah, I didn't take this too well... but I think I handled it better than I expected-I didn't attact the kid for hitting my knee! (I usually would attack anyone and I mean ANYONE who hit me in the knee) So he was lucky in my book ( Read more... )

My foster brother Josh just had a sesure...

My mother tried to commit suicide two days ago. She was held in Rochester General and by the time I found out she had already been released. She went under her maiden name so that she would be harder to find. If I didn't remember the year she was born in I wouldn't have been able to find her. My brother was taken away two days ago from child ( Read more... )

In your eyes is a glimmer of paradise

Though it appears distant

Leaving feelings of hardships astray

As if you were on a long tangent

You peer at me through lost content

As unforgiving fog stings the eyes

Its poison lingers through each nostril

As if it were God’s answer to man

The narcotic feeling engulfs my soul

Releasing a freedom never ( Read more... )

I promise I will hold my tongue, but Andrew please don't contact me especially if you really don't care like tonight. That is all I have to say...

Ganked from Mike
Post a reply with the answers if'n you wanna. I'm bored and in need of less depressing things to post about.

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2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
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Bittersweet memories pass my eyes
and for a moment it feels as though I may die
Broken dreams keep me from my unconscious slumber
reoccurring nightmares engulf me

The sun shines no more on my face
clouds cover far past the horizon
Reaching for that last beacon of faith
Hope lingers held fast by a thread

Reminiscences resurrecting through my head
raining out ( Read more... )

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(¸.•Happy´ (¸.•Valentine's¸.•♥´¨Day

Oh I know it isn't valentine's day but I saw this in facebook on one of my friend's wall and I just loved it and wanted to have it. So yeah, I'm stealing it, yeah, so what! What is it to you? Hahaha. It's late and I'm in that funny giggly mood again, so pardon me. LOL! ^-^

Lyin' wide awake in the dark
Tryin' to figure out where you are
Always goin' nowhere
(Prayn') 'Fraid of goin' somewhere
And somewhere's a place in your heart

Sometimes when I think about you
Why you're always running away
Sitting in your car
Changing who you are
And drowning the thoughts of your life in the music

Scared the lights will turn green
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