My new account is cucumber_san. Add me there because I'm not using this anymore.

Chatted with Tori (rustedxemotions) last night about ten. My mom kicked me off the computer just as she was being BOMBARDED, but we had time to talk about Panic! At The Disco slash pairings and other awesomeness.

Yesterday my mom went temporarily insane and thought it would be a good idea to feed the ducks at East Lake- if you've ever seen that Driving Force ( Read more... )

Debbie has been very down with the emo and the bitching lately and she apologizes. As for the former, sorry about the general emoness from two entries ago and much love to flusterdance, kyliemuffin, and rustedxemotions. For the latter- I'll admit that I haven't been at my nicest lately. I'll try to be a bit less... evil from now on ( Read more... )

"don't drink too much chocolate milk... like 6 gallons a day... thats way too much." -Bob from The Hush Sound on their website.

More later.

I've already updated today and I'm supposed to be checking over my homework due tomorrow that I forgot about, but... I feel like spilling my guts. I'm completely depressed right now. I just told my dad (who was trying to get the printer working for the homework) I had to go to the bathroom and went up to my room and sat there and cried for half an ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating in a while; things have been mildly hectic lately. My honors teachers love homework like nothing else, you know, and my computer has been pretty screwed for the last few days ( Read more... )

Today... my mom tried to talk to me, much to my disgust. She's kind of realizing now that I'm not completely happy all the time. We've gotten into fights before over my low tolerance and respect for people (and everything else, for that matter), but this time... no fighting. She just sat in my room and asked me if everything was all right, and I ( Read more... )

From now on, when I'm on a website that asks my age, I'll put "too young to die, too old to believe there's any good in the world, too paranoid to tell you the years." Does that seem like 12 to you? If the 12-year-old in question is shriveled up and dead on the inside? Huh ( Read more... )

So, today was the first day of seventh grade and middle school in general. How special. I kind of want to remember it, so I'm writing it here... well, I don't really expect anyone to read it. Seriously, no one has to read it except me, in five years, trying to find out what it was like now, or something.

( First day... )

So my first day of middle school is... tomorrow! I'm not sure whether to be nervous or excited so I'll be neither, just say I wish my freedom lasted a little longer, and leave it at that, mostly. Today my dad took me to the school, but it was locked so we just walked around the perimeter. He (my dad) had something wrong with his car, so he got a ( Read more... )