monday school. tuesday school. daniel wasnt there both days. i called his dad on tuesday at lunch to see if i could take a drum to school, and daniel answered. he said i couldnt talk to his dad. i asked why. he said because he was in halifax getting a kidney transplant. i cried. we talked for a little while, then i went outside with mallory and ( Read more... )

im so fucking... GRAH!! i just watched this thing on plastic surgery.. and im insecure about my body already.. but this trippled it. i hate my body. i need like 50 grand to fix myself. liposuction, laser, implants, tucks, lifts.. jesus and im only 17. i hate my body.. sigh

the other thing im frusterated about.. is drumming. i cant get this stupid ( Read more... )

tonight was amazing

melissa daniel and steve came out. i cleaned aaalllll day. i was so sick when they got here, so we all went outside for a walk, cause steve said that i was sick because of all the fumes in my house (because its getting done over).. went for a walk down to the church and back, went in the house, made coffee/tea. (yay daniel just ( Read more... )

well.. uh. i dunno. its halloween. officially. yesterday i went to cadets, then i went to ashleys, then we went trick or treating.. it wassss.. me, daniel, justine, ashley, melissa, willena, randy, caelum, kevin, dave and steve. we went around.. i was a devil, and daniel was my slave. i had him on a leash and everything >=) there was alot of drama ( Read more... )

so i updated ten days ago. the weekend was pretty good. didnt have school on friday. daniel came over thursday after school, then on friday, i had to go grocerie bagging. *dies*.. then after that me willena and petrie rented Saved. petrie went home then me and ween went over rachelles drinking. we split a bottle of wine. i was really drunk. i can ( Read more... )

saturday, i wasted twenty four perfectly good hours of my life on.. get this.. nothing. i did nothing on saturday. i rearranged my room while my parents went out on a "mission" as they called it. they came home with chinese food. this made laura happy.

sunday, i went to cadets, and i had to teach this stupid little black child how to march. which is ( Read more... )

field trip was ok. we had a wikkit dinner at some place just before the seal island bridge. uhh the day after that was.. wednesday. i did nothing. thursday, dad got surgery. sigh. i skipped school and went to bec. haha. silly me. friday (yesterday), daniel came out after school, we ate, hung out, then went down town with mom to get junkfood for ( Read more... )

wellllll what has happened since september 30th. lots of time spent with daniel, drank a few times.. got high a few times (which i have stopped for good).. some time spent with friends.. cadets.. nothing that eventful. ...but i almost broke up with daniel on.. *thinks* friday. im not sure why, but i know that if i did i would totally regret it now ( Read more... )

meow. yesterday i went to cadets then daniel came out. all i did at cadets was paperwork in the office.. yay. anyways, then daniel came to my house after cadets.. and we had a huge supper. mmmm. then we went down my room for a bitttttttt.... then we called willena and andrew to do something, so we went down town and rented "home on the range" .. i ( Read more... )

this song makes me so fucking sad.

anyways yeah. yesterday... was thursday. yes. i wrote yesterday. so anyways.. i went into sydney and me melissa and caelum hung out. we spun the mace around (and i got a HUGE gash out of my forearm).. then we sat on some business steps and talked about sexual things, as usual... then dad came and got me at eleven. ( Read more... )