deleting this journal. fucker found out about it. add me back if you wish.

<33laura

Im out here in my own ( Read more... )

i think i may cry. i wish i never went to mhs. i miss my friends from bec so much. like manda cee and danielle s. they got me through so much. we never hang out anymore. just seeing all the fun they have with everyone and knowing i could be there tears me apart. and after next year i probably will never see them again. i miss everyone. so much. i ( Read more... )

<3chicago

Tyler<3Laura --- says:
and speakin of which... im thinking its high time i asked lol....
Tyler<3Laura --- says:
shall we go steady?

im scared. blah. i really dont wanna be hurt again. but i guess ill have to risk it. cause hes sweet and caring and stuff. and ive decided that im going to wait to have sex with him. cause it screwed me over ( Read more... )

..and it hurts so bad..

what are my parents watching. jesus christ. i started my exercise program tonight, whilist watching dr. phil. i pully about fifty two muscles in my abdomen, but still i trudged on, doing pilaties for a half of an hour. then tyler called. thank god. i would have been dead if he hadn't. we talked for a while, then he had to go ( Read more... )

friday i got kicked out of my house. my mother lost it because i didnt go to school.. so she told me to get out. so i did. i went into sydney with melissa and ashley. we rented sex and the city and a game. we went to the bar and played pool. then we walked around then got a taxi back to ashleys. we watched sex and the city, then played the game.. ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tyler<3L -- says:

fuck what he says. look at his nick. i almost peed when i saw that.

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS ( Read more... )

i need your opinion on whats worse:

getting shot in the eye with a load of cum (which stings)

or

choking on cum and almost having it come out your nose..

please respond.

1. What did you do to celebrate the start of 2004? spent it at my house with willena andrew and daniel ( Read more... )