I want to sleep so bad. that would be...awesome. I slept an hour on Friday, worked 11 hours on Saturday...yet I was oddly energized. I feel like my body and my mind are in completely different worlds right now. I feel even at 3am that I could run a marathon; I know endorphins make you happy (and happy people just don't kill their husbands, right B ( Read more... )

::I've been thinking alot about this "vibrating frequency" of people notion, how each of us vibrates at a certain pitch, generates a particular type of energy around them based on this. When you're around someone who's going at a slower pace, a deadly pace, a sucking-the-life-and-energy-out-of-you pace, you can feel it in your body and in your mind ( Read more... )

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My birthday was good. Laur came to visit, only for the day, which makes me sad =( She made me a blanket (Which is the "size of a dorm bed" <---effing right!) Its leapord, of course! And, obviously, she got me PEZ, We never grow out of Pez...haha
Laurel Ann Cummings-I HEART YOU SOOOO MUCH,distance matters ZERO and I know we'll always be there for ( Read more... )

Yes, I just got my first birthday text..from Laur "Roses are red, violets are blue, Pez effing rocks, Happy birthday!" <---she left out, "to you" which rhymes with "are blue"..and I dont get it, LOL. I LOVE YOU LAUREL ANN CUMMINGS, YOU ARE THE BEST ( Read more... )

I own my insecurities

I try to own my destiny

That I can make or break it if I choose

But you take my words, and twist them round

Til I'm the one who brings you down

Make me feel like I'm the one to blame..for all this

Don't worry

You will find the answer if you let it go

Give yourself some time to falter

But don't forgo knowing that you're loved ( Read more... )

It's been forever since i've written in this thing because I can never keep up, and all my old entries are deleted...boooooo

I got into ISU, so I'll be going there in fall which is pretty much the only thing I have to look forward to right now.(oh, and of course next monday when LAUREL comes to see me!:)) even 5 months seems like an eternity right ( Read more... )