Back to being paranoid. But i might have my job back.

I really do believe everything happens for a reason. I really do. Someday, and happily it's finally dawning on me, I'll better myself as a person. I won't ever do drugs anymore. But like it's extremely hard, you know, to actually BE a good guy. That might have been why i chose the drugs like adderall to get things done quicker, but now i see the ( Read more... )

I'm a wreck. I have been for months. How does one fix this? I guess I just need to open up and listen. I haven't done that in a while. I need to be honest and caring. Or i'll loose what I've built over these past 3 years. I love you kate. I really do. Get me out of my house kate.

So it's about 5:30 am and I been playing my game all day. Wish I saw kate instead. I don't know why I didnt but I guess I can today. Anyways I have a proteest coming up which im excited for and my bank account is finally evening out. I need to get out of the house today, that's for sure tho. I been stuck inside for way too long. I updated myspace a ( Read more... )

I may not love who I am but I love that I have plans. And that I'm gonna makes lots more soon. I'm kinda getting lonely in my room so i think hybernating seasons over for me.

You know it was a good day until I had to be selfish. I had to lie down and try to get sleepy. We made plans and I screwed them up. Now it's 5:58 and the night was wasted. The day will be wasted if I lie down again. It's a on going circle it seems. But today I really want to see you. Right now I really want to hear you. But the phone is off. I ( Read more... )

Fucking rediculous. On a positive note, I have the most understanding and caring girlfriend in the entire world.

the grass was once more greenier ( Read more... )

When will the world be more genorous ( Read more... )

My head is literally a mess. Imagine a collage with all different ideas, controversial hitting and touching all over. It's a big mess that's what it is. There is a couple of things I do want to achieve ( Read more... )