Hiya Journal. It's Spike, your old friend. Sorry for ignoring you but... I been busy. Ok that's a lie. I lost connection with goals and what not and that's the reason I been avoiding you. But with me trying to quit smoking I feel like making new goals and organising my thoughts, so I'll be posting to you frequently. How did quitting smoking go? 4 ( Read more... )

So theres a lot on my mind. The main issue I face today is getting through work with no sleep. I do this alot lately, and honestly, i don't like it. My body craves the adderal. i mean this because I've become very dependent on it and I can't stay up without it. I know the best solution would be to take it like it's prescribed but I'm wrapped in a ( Read more... )

Note: A paper written for school ( Read more... )

Note: This was one of my writings for school ( Read more... )

Since I already finished my New Years Revolution, quitting smoking, stop doing drugs, quit drinking soda, get a job, and also getting back into school, I found a new one to try to complete. This one is probably going to be the hardest of all and it is to actually get into a 8 hour sleeping schedule and no longer than eight to nine hours a day. Also ( Read more... )

This is a list of things I want to do before I die. I had to search and read ideas for alot of these but all of them are A material in my book. Also, they are not in order from which i'd do first. I state this because someone I know keeps insisting that that must be how Ii'd want to do it ( Read more... )

I quit smoking yesterday and so far its been about 1 day and 7 hours. I am so pissed off right now ( Read more... )

So i've gotten through a couple bad smoking moments, but the slightest things can seem to slap me in the face and saying "SMOKE!!". It has been about 10 hours since my last cigarette early this morning in between classes. My minds telling me to slowly crawl from my laptop atop of my bed and reach near the ashtray on the left hand side for a half a ( Read more... )

First off let me start by stating that I LOVE my laptop. Just the way the keys fall down slightly and make that small popping noise gets me in the mood to write. Since I'm left handed, I've always found writing to be a pain but this makes it a lot more smoother. I doubt my writing will be any better in its style and flow but at least it feels like ( Read more... )

So besides going into a parnoia schizophrenic state of mind for a while after drugs, i personally believe I am doing better nowadays. The shocking part. No medication or anti-depressents whatsoever. I had days afterwards of major enlightenment which i believe is because of how sensitive my body was once again to things. I'm really anti social ( Read more... )