no harlem isnt back its only me. im bored as hell and its late and i cant sleep. lets see what has been going on in my life? not much sad to say. school is so soon and i just cant wait to be a senior and for sing to start. yes im a fucking dork i kno. summer has been fun but im sick of it. i want something to do other then nothing. ill have school ( Read more... )

so after a year and three months exactly me and alex broke up. i guess it was just time for us to part, we weren't getting along and he hated me a little lol but thats ok. it was quick and painless no tears and no long good-byes just a 1 2 3 kinda thing, hung up and its over. a year and three months later. im pretty ok with it i didnt cry. i dunno ( Read more... )

what i really wanna do is be hugged and kissed all the time but for some reason i dont see that happening. i cant wait till summer im seriously going to have the most fun i can. im 17 this is the last summer that im illegal might as well get in trouble. its time to grow up.

some place thats romantic and simple and loving and beautiful. i was thinking about moving to milan today. its a far fech dream but how great would it be. i would study fashion and drink expresso and learn how to speak italian. that is what i want. i would get a vespa and only wear skirts that fly in the wind. i would miss my friends but my grandma ( Read more... )

well kinda he read my journal and said that im trying to be carrie from sex and the city and if i could be her for just one day i think it would be the best day ever.i love that show soooo sooo sooo much and im gonna miss it dearly. thank god that big finally realized he loved carrie. uhh tomorrow is school and i so dont want to go. i rather just ( Read more... )

where shall i start? its weird writing about my life after not even soo much as talking about it after soo long. im going on vacation soon, a much needed vacation. ive been working really hard lately and not being appriacated for anything and its been soo cold and nasty and dark and i need some warmth and love lol. i think miami will bring me this ( Read more... )

HAPPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY!! omg sing is soo soon i cant wait. JUUUNNNIIIOOORRR FFFRRRREEESSSHHH!!!!

la la la, i like wearing just undies and heels.

i havnt updated in like forever and 4 days. im to lazy i guess. things have been ok, not bad which is always good. ive been having these weird dreams like in driving a 745 and it turns into like a bike and then i get really pissed off lol. irrelevant. schools been pretty good my play thing is coming along i guess. alex is good too (when hes not ( Read more... )

i cant use the words love and hate in the same sentence.

but i definetly know how to do both.

one better then the other.

i hate trust.

i love not thinking about things that make me cry..