i make a lot of bad decisions
i always told myself "follow your heart" and that everything happens for a reason.
i'm hoping this all plays out for the better because i'm in a pretty deep hole and no one's throwing me a rope.

scratch that
i've royally fucked up my life
good for me

for the last 2 weeks i have done some pretty stupid shit with my life. things i've probably told myself a million times i'd never ever do. some things i'm probably going to regret. some things i've probably criticized others over before. but it's been fucking awesome. i've been happy, i've been crazy, i've been stupid, and i've been fun. i feel bad ( Read more... )

i am so ridiculously happy right now. i forgot what this felt like.

livejournal is the only safe place to rant anymore
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sometimes i just want to go to sleep and wake up when life is better. never ever before have i ever thought to myself "i'm never going to get over this" and meant it. my head and heart are being fucked with, and that's really not helping the situation any.

michigan in 1 month

thanks 2010. i gave you a chance and you royaly fucked up 11 days in. i'm moving back to michigan.

i'm wasted
and it's awesome

tonight was fun
for the first time in a while i laughed for a long time

it took us a year but we finally made some friends....wellllll acquaintances(and i mean that in the best way possible), but still better than nothing

i needed that
it was a good break from reality

oh yeah, happy birthday sam nelson :)

we ran away, now all my friends are gone, maybe we've outgrown all the things that we once loved...