i nearly forgot i had a journal that was indeed live. so, here i am. i just started coughing, but i hope i'm not coming down with anything. i don't get sick, i GIVE IT!! er, something ( Read more... )

walk the line is simply amazing. damn. i haven't had one cigarette all day.

so tonight.....ummmm yah. i'm smiling. that's all i can say.

so i accidently offended a gay man tonight. granded, i DID NOT know he was gay. it was one of dan's friends who frequently goes up to the bar. he's like 35 and looks like he's stuck in the 70s. anyways, long story short- i just made a comment because that's what i do. i make stupid little comments just for haha's and whatnot, and this guy goes ( Read more... )

so i had an audition yesturday....my first audition at oakland. surprisingly i was not nervous, mainly because i didn't care- i don't like oakland's theatre, i fucking hate theatre kids, and could care less about this play, but i had to audition nontheless ( Read more... )

went to the ant tonight. helluva show they have there called "the weekend" (not to be confused with that shitty local band with the lead singer that looks like frodo...by the way, have you noticed that a lot of lead singers in local bands look like douchebags??!). It was a fucking hilarious show and my friend sam was great in it as always. it ( Read more... )

i got home from class today and found my father sitting on the couch. as i was about to walk up to my room he says to me, "hey, you ever watch this lifetime channel?" i say ( Read more... )

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i'm loving this nip/tuck, i swear it's more addicting than heroine!! i've only on episode 10 of the first season and already i want to go and buy the 2nd just so i can start watching the third! there was even an episode that made me literally weep- what the fuck?! when shaun was at the funeral of the woman he was having an affair with, and her ( Read more... )

had a show in ypsitucky-ville tonight. went pretty good. we mainly played for our friends and a bunch of improvisers but it was still cool. we had a solid set so i felt good about that. i think i'm only really happy when i'm on stage. if only i could be on stage every day of my little life, maybe i'd become more positive... or maybe i'd end up ( Read more... )

unhappy. again. though i'm not looking for happiness by any means, it would be nice to feel content once in a while. oh well, i'll sleep it off ( Read more... )