damn i feel like mierda...like i was in someones intestines and that person didnt bother to take a shit in a tiolet like they just took a dump on hard cement...i wanna smoke weed...maybe then ide be in a better mood everything is fucking pissing me off...i hate everyody cept for heather fuck everyone and your bullshit...people are all bastards ( Read more... )

well i took a few of my step-dads "prescribed" sleeping pills and wow they work...heh...im tired imma go to sleep i really am tired...hmm ell ill guess ill write a lil more...so yeah what is everyone up to i am just here and i feel high...krazy! these things could give me heart dedease [i think i misspelled it] "im not krazy, im just a little ( Read more... )

she doesnt want me around...and if she does just not as much as i want her around...she doesnt love me...and if she does then not as much as i love her...she says she does but you can just tell who loves who more...it is not just because its in "my perspective" its becuase of all the things we've done for each other...it seems that for her things ( Read more... )

well today was weird it all started out with 12 a.m. and uhm yeah i guess me and heather were just talking and shit about the lame as crap we usually talk about...then we talked all morning and then we went to eat jack in the crack and uhm it was good cept for some pieces of my salad it was funky but anyway yeah we ate...

then got dropped off and so ( Read more... )

well i am just here i have cancelled MY myspace.com haha
and so yeah i don't know i just think that myspace was overrated and shit hmm...? i am here on the phone with heather and shes falling alseep but then we woke because i am talking about her haha! she is tryinng to tell me otherwise haha...and uhm i am here watching "silence of the lambs" its ( Read more... )

hey wuts up im just here messing with your mind the usual u know? hahaha i really wasnt pissed hahaha! aww ur cute heather so wuts new?

uhm...WOW! its been a long as time since ive updated this shit...hahaha well life has been great let me tell key-things ive been through ( Read more... )

i fucked up so badly im sorry i just i blew up i just wanted to make thigs right again...thats all i wanted for me and you...and i still love you and i still consider u my bestfriend...i love you so much and i dont wanna lose you for some bullshit argument...

I DONT WANT ANYBODY WHO VIEWS THIS TO ASK ME FUCKING QUESTIONS!!!

god fucking damn it!! why kant i focus?!?!?!?1?1 ahhh!H!!!!! im under soo much fucking stress!!!! fuck i hate skool!!!!!! im like shaking because of all that fucking coffe i drank!!1 ayy11!!!!!! cahhhh1!!!!!! fuck i need to focus i cant remember anything!!!!

PS: im horny cause its been about a month and yah the coffee!!

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