"Rickets ( Read more... )

hey guys happy holidays i hope to know everyone gets back to school safe :]

hmm i used to like writting in this thing i guess i wasnt so secretive about my life i didnt care i would say whatever i felt like but after a while i stopped liking to write in this thing not that im mad or have anything against it im just not sober at this moment hahaha!!! lol...8D!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for not being enough for you

sorry for not being there for you

sorry for ruining your life

sorry for treating you the way i treat you

sorry for wasting your time

sorry for loving you so damn much

sorry for not forgeting the past

sorry for not trusting you

sorry for hurting you

but one thing i can give you is my unconditional love and

okay lets see...i went to skool today...yeah i failed history last year first semester [incase you guys were interested] anyways well stupid ass lisa ended up taking like 7 diet pills so she freaked out...and uhh yeah she went to the nurse...and came back like normal...and then uhh this guy pranked a girl and threw a fake cockroach in her desk and ( Read more... )

okay on 10 December 2004 @ 05:25 pm was when i finishes my first Lj entry...i remember that day as if it happened yesterday...it was me cal and charlie...we were in vals apartment in her rooom and she made a Lj for me...and she typed what i was saying as an Lj entry...crazy...that was krazy...you know anyway yeah im bored...

happy birthday jenny!!!! haha aww your growing up so fast!

why am i just the greatst dumbass ever?
why cant i control myself?
why am i weak?
why cant i think things through?
why do i have no self control?
...i ruined everything...again.

well here i am in my house was talking to heather earlier but she had to go for a bit shoould call me any second now uhm...damn alot has happened and time likes to piss me off and speed up...time is going by super fast...i wish it would slow down...i wish i had more time to be with heather...i love her...anyway...well i hung out with cody and emily ( Read more... )

hmm well yesterday it was april fools and yeah no pranks so it was badass :) i hate that damn day its all fucking stupid...anyways uhm it was kool.i guess...and today was was kool i guess heard some bad news about my "home-status" which kinda lows but hey ill just try to cherish my relatiomship with heather a tad more...yup.