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fuck you computer.  all i wanted to do was write a post about how im sick and how im going to olin at 3 and how the lady on the phone freaked me out and how it just reitterated my hatred for going to the doctor and how i havent been since 6th grade because matt says im borderline hypochondriac and how i wouldnt argue with that.

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do you ever want to puke but you cant? i feel like my brain knows how i hate throwing up so it wont allow me even though i want too. ive wanted to throw up since yesterday. even looking at food, or thinking about consuming anything other than water makes me want to puke. i threw up in my mouth a little when i was laying in bed, but when i ( Read more... )

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                    ( i had to do something while matt tobel was using my robot... )

first, can i say that im in LOVE with Thelma Houston's "Don't Leave Me This Way!" simply amazing. i havent stopped listening to it in almost 24 hours. you know how i like to kill a good thing. too bad this is one of those songs. the unkillable. the ones you can overplay. it joins the ranks with ashlee simpson, jimmy eat world, matchbox 20 ( Read more... )

last night was the first night i slept in my own bed since last monday.

p.fuckin.s.
real updates coming soon

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( put this shit on the fridge because i got a 4.0 baby.... )