So, I have three finals to take, and school will be over. By eleven on Friday, I will officially be done with school. And I'm terribly depressed about it. I have no excuse for being upset and tired and basically all around depressed. I'm just going to have more hours to sit around and wonder what the heck is wrong with me...more hours to wallow. ( Read more... )

Working pretty much sucks, but I bet it'll get better. I'm really really tired, but that's okay too. I hate life, but that's okay too.

And why is all of this okay?

I have seven more days of school left.

I'm sort of tired, I had a good weekend. And I'm really, really done with school. I'm just sort of sliding until the end of the year, which means my grades are going down, but I don't really care. My teachers keep saying, "School ISN'T over". But I still feel like it is. I feel done with school. I hate waking up in the morning and having to go to ( Read more... )

I'm tired today. Maybe I'll go to bed early. I have a history test Friday, and I really don't know when I'm going to study for it. I guess I'll have to get it all done on thursday during studyhall and history class, but I doubt that's enough time. I don't really have any time open thursday night, so I'll have to work on it friday during school ( Read more... )

I'm having a pretty good day. I'm so excited for school to be over and I'm excited to start my new job and end my old one. I'm a little worried about this summer being happy though. I don't know why. I guess I'm used to this sort of mopey, contemplative mood. I'm worried about losing my thoughts, I guess. But we don't go through this unchanged ( Read more... )

I feel like I can never have a good day without having a bad day directly after, or a good morning is followed by a miserable night ( Read more... )

I want to get as far away from this place as I can.

in a totally good way.

I am completely alone.

So, I come to sit and write an entry, you know, update my blog ( Read more... )

So tonight is the first night since school started that I've had no homework, and it's quite liberating. Yet, at the same time, I feel so down. I seriously think I got stupid over the summer. It's like I can't do well in any of my classes. I had to write an essay for english today, and it was pretty crappy. I've been doing poorly on all of my ( Read more... )