Still living in a daze, 21 and I'm having a midlife crisis.

Nothing like leaving home at 5am everyday to get to work, and getting home at midnight from work, just to sleep and do it again.

No time for the wifey, no time for me, no time for apathy.

The good life..

Can't wait to get some acid and lose myself for a weekend.

See the beauty of life through clear eyes and an open mind

..And I love my sex ( Read more... )

Wow..so met someone the other day. Beautiful. Simply beautiful. Smart, funny, and from what I can tell, honest. Is who she seems to be, straight forward and blunt, funny and easy going ( Read more... )

Have I sold my soul for this feeling, so long ago ( Read more... )

woke up several times this morning from a really nice dream...every time i slipped back into the dream it continued from the previous abrupt ending. I wish i could have continued it..to see how things would have turned out ( Read more... )

Hm, slight hiccup in the basement reno job..but whatever, even if we walk away now, learnt so much that its been more than worth it. Not to mention made some good money while doing it ( Read more... )

I know what I'm doing isn't exactly..well, right, from a moral point of view, but is it wrong? Its something I've thought about a lot, and I still don't know how I stand on the issue...all I know right now is that I like it. Makes me feel pretty good about myself. That and its a feeling I've missed ( Read more... )

Need to find a way to cool this flame. Let the water gather and fill this void. a temporary reprieve ( Read more... )

Laying in bed, trying to fall asleep..must have written 5 different entries and deleted them one after another.. Nothing seems to sound right, every word right now has a sharp edge. A little venom in it.

Feel...let down in a way..its so hard to describe.

I wish I knew how to put myself first more often. Sadly I do not. And how that brings me