I know now why people think that there lives are so important, I used to think that. Everythings changed ( Read more... )

Ladies and gentleman, I know that alot of shit as happened wile ive been gone, some good and some bad. BUt heres my FYI . . . . . .I dont care, you people are so childish, what the fuck happened, I leave and the town goes to shit, maybe it was ony its way there and I did myself a favor by leaving. Today, I was someone's father, a feeling that I ( Read more... )

You know, every time I write in this thing, i try to say everything i sucha meaningful way. There is no reaso for tat now. I changed my bad habbits an tried to pull back that which i miss so much. But I cant save someone thing that does not want to be saved. However, ive learned to be more persistant in m travels aswell. Im not going to give ( Read more... )

This is hard for me to do. *deep breath ( Read more... )

I dont think i have any other way to communicat with everyone, so here it goes ( Read more... )

Life has changed beyound anything I could ever fathim. Im at a Batt's house on my way home after 3 months of hell. I have done more then the average and kindov' regret it. I have dont extra shit that has really chnged me, I believe it is for the best though, most things are. Things in ym life are going to be different, or they wont be there at ( Read more... )

This day has come, it's Sunday, time for confession. It says in the bible that every man under God has a reason, a job for God. Not everyone knows their job, but that does not mean they don't have one. What are you supposed to do when you learn what that job is? Do you cast it aside in disbelief, or do you embrace it like a childhood dream ( Read more... )

At request of a 4'10" 96 lb. angel, I shopuld mention how i feel about Kati, the one who as always been there even when things were not so hot. I miss her so much, and I will plan on seeing her bvefor I leave, and sam and all of you, but this is not about everyione else, i promised i would make an entry for you, so here it goes ( Read more... )

I cant help but cry, you guys have shown me that I cant assume a god damn thing, Ive never ready something and just could not stop myself from crying, I love you all and I am sorry that i was not who I was, I have to confess to a few things, Carla, I sqwear that i didnt, weather you believe it or not, the feeling is still there. I have been ( Read more... )

No one can ever tell you what is real, life is an illusion, pain is constent, men are cowards wile woman are thieves ( Read more... )