they are playing the most amazing and awesome and sick songs on this station called (thecooltv) its on some sort of public access channel where I am. They r playing like the beatles and this band I sort of like aqualong(sp?) I should really be doing hw but I need to vent. Jaime has constantly left me in the dark with bills. I have been paying all ( Read more... )

ok so I have been losing weight and watching what I've been eating. I just needed that pasta salad it was so good. Worth the calories and all. I'll digest a bit before bed and digest on the relationship with my Fiance and I. I wonder if he reads this... I showed him the journal once so he at least knows about it but I'm not sure if he remembers ( Read more... )

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I wrote alot of stuff the other day to bring u guys up to speed. I am hoping to get another minute to refresh you. Perhaps it was for the best. Honestly I wasn't feeling in the right state of mind and said stuff I didnt mean. Doesnt that just make you sad you cant see it ( Read more... )

I want to get married to Jaime. I love him. I just feel at this point though, I want him to have higher goals and expectations of himself. for example, the main legitimate That is hard for me to comprehend. The reason someone says something like that has to be low self esteem ( Read more... )

anything else I wouldn't be me. So we are one step closer to the end of the world for all of you christians. For me I almost cried. My sister can now join us crazy people if she wants to. Unfortunately, in 30 days when the revocation process has ended, there is a good chance we will follow the Californians and get this simple freedom taken away. ( Read more... )

I hope I can always journal here ( Read more... )

so it has been a while ( Read more... )

5 songs I would play at my friends wedding reception.
Friendly Fires- skeleton boy
Alicia keys- unthinkable
Usher- yeah
kesha- tik tok
macarena
How do you two feel about the chain of events that lead to Mubarak stepping down in Egypt? I know it is a bit of an old story but at this point I feel it still can go either way. The need for oil in our world ( Read more... )

ok so please tell me where my last entry went? I sually don't write more then once in a million years. but thank goodness this dreary weather and brokeness has left me with busy fingers. Lately, my mind is actually working towards getting things done ( Read more... )