i met this chick at brendan's party the other night, and we chilled again last night. she's a cool girl, but im not trying to get attached and i hope she doesnt either. i thought this was sweet tho, she left this on myspace ( Read more... )

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wow its been like 2 months since i updated. i dont even remember the last thing that happened when i updated. anywho, whats goin on is that i bought a new board a month ago and have been skating everyday, cept for the last week or so.. ive been working and i have to get a new car cuz mine is fucked up. ive been hangin w/ chris since that one night ( Read more... )

hey, yeah that was you i was talkin about. i read yours and again, he's telling both of us different things cuz he told me completely different shit. i continuously told him to stop talking to me, leave me alone, i dont love him and i KNOW he doesn't love me even tho he tells me, and that im the only girl, blah blah. i told myself not to get sucked ( Read more... )

i created another journal somewhere and i have no idea what site its on or even my username. haha. i dont think i'll ever remember, and doesnt it erase itself in a certain time period if you've never touched it ( Read more... )

LOL, oh REALLY? hun, he's a jerk. i won't say i told you so cuz everyone told me the same exact thing and i never believed anyone either cuz i stuck w/ my gut feeling. go ahead and follow your heart, but the best thing for you is to get as far away from him as possible. good luck in the meantime tho. honestly. you'll feel much better once you ( Read more... )

im sad today. i feel like i dont belong anywhere i go. i felt like i should've been at home yesterday with my mom rather than at work. everything seems hopeless right now, but it might be the comedown. but if it is the comedown, thats odd cuz the last time i took any was maybe a week ago or so. its been more than a few days. im just really sad ( Read more... )

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( music lyrics )

today was a crappy day at work, but it wasnt the worst. i had a great time toward the end cuz i worked back in the kitchen. it was sooo much fun. anthonys fun to work with.. he's a trip. dude i fucking found the second disc of headbanger's ball volume 1. its one of my favorite CDs. listen to it before you die ( Read more... )