because of you,


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It's cool how last night the mall was gay (with me),
but today (with other people) it's fun.

It's cool how when you are with other people you're too cool for me.

But I don't really care that much, because I'm cool.
& I love Emily Maddern.

Everything is turning around for me.

It feels good to be in contrl of absoluuutely everything.

I have a best friend, a boy whom I like and likes me..
Oh yeah. And GOOD GRADES.
Even a permit.

The only way things can get better is if that boy asks me out.
&... I get my license.

But I'm in no ruushhh. I'm enjoying everything.

<3

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I'm unfair to my mom because she expects way more out of me, and she should. I'm a horrible fucking daughter. I'm not the straight A honor roll excel validictorian homecoming court prom king/queen kid my brother was, and I should at least try half assed to live up to that. And I don't. And I'm really sorry.

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From nowhere I first saw your face.
You knew everyone, everything.
You thought you were above us all.
Ran your mouth for attention, looking for acceptance.
Came around with so much to prove,
but no one here gives a fuck about you.

Never backed the things you said.
The loudest are the first to go, so fucking go.
Seen your kind many times.
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Blah.

Today is totally not my day.
Everything has fucked up, since I woke up.
As a matter of fact, this whole week has not been exactly in favor of me.
So fuuuuuuck.

I pretty much thought I had plans tonight,
but I guess I don't?
So I'm stuck home tonight.
Yay.

So, my mom tells me today "I have bad news about that phone you want."
And I'm like..... What?
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Have you ever noticed how you don't see a person's flaws at all when you like them?
& Then when you stop liking them they're all so clear to you.

Perfection would be so boring, because it's those little things that matter.
Those little imperfections about everyone is what makes them special.

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Get out of the car, and don't try and stop me
Stay where you are, 'cause there you can't hurt me
You took things too far, and I don't deserve this

You said that you'd be, you'd always be honest
And mean what you say, but you broke every promise
That you ever made, and I don't deserve this

If I had just one bullet, and a trigger I'd pull it
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