Blah blah blah. I decided something yesterday, I'm tired of being TOO nice to the people I work with. They love me, but it's simply because I would bend over backwards for everyone I work with, and I would do anything to ensure that everything runs smoothly. But then I realized, that then they just assume that I will do things for them, like come ( Read more... )

I need to go back to school...I miss doing something with my life besides working...

Now anyone that knows me, knows that I am NOTORIOUS for picking the WRONG guy for a relationship...or the right guy, but I don't want a relationship with him...And recently I have come across every extreme of relationships..and for some reason I have been lacking the ability to form the kind of relationship that I wanted...Ryan couldn't/wouldn't ( Read more... )

I don't ever really feel like this but today I kinda feel a liitle bit overwhelmed, and totally tired of being a tiny disappointment to some people. I don't really know what to do with everything that is going on. I am going to go sign up for school tomorrow, and I cannot wait till I get all that shit figured out. But here is what totally sucks, I ( Read more... )

Oh how life has proven to be quite amazing. This year has been one of many downs, and it's just over half over--totally homo gay. So I have been in two car accidents and last week, I got all my stereo shit stolen out of my car--f that noise. And now I have already gotten myself into some more trouble with boys--ugh. I mean I made that homo vow, and ( Read more... )

I have needed this vacation like no other, and for a few days there will be no drama...no boys...and no worries. I am way excited...and I'll post something and let you know how the trip went...Love ya'll talk to ya in a few days...

>>>>I am sitting at home, doing nothing particular, and suddenly I am more depressed than I have been in a long time. I mean everyone was times when they feel lost, and helpless, but this is so strong that I have no idea where it came from, or why it is even happening. I was completely fine, I mean nothing is really bothering me--but I would like ( Read more... )

Today was an interesting day, and that is probably the only thing that I can say to describe tonight. Atleast I have made two decisions tonight--first, I need to get a better paying job because I am gonna move out ASAP, and well I am not gonna be in a relationship for a LONG time.

My brother moved back in with us for now, he and his girlfriend need ( Read more... )

I have to tell you, I am just sickened right now--people just surprise (hmmm I think I spelled that wrong, oh well) me sometimes. I was on myspace (yeah go ahead and giggle) and I opened a bulletin and ya know what it was--a poem about rape...it was sick. It was about a dad and his friend taking advantage of his daughter over and over and then ( Read more... )

>>>>>>Jake<<<<<

*Insert smile here* It has definitely been too long. It's been six years, but it doesn't feel like it, I can close my eyes and picture you perfectly: the buzz cut, dorky smile, overalls and tattoo. It makes me smile, just remembering you. Gosh, and I can remember the last time I saw you like it was yesterday--it was only three days ( Read more... )