God damn fucking mood swings. >.< I keep being fine and then all the sudden I just feel depressed and suicidal. -_- It's REALLY annoying me. >_< Damnit I want back on meds. Though I'm not sure if meds truly help.. Hmm. I want to give it a try though. =/ Since apparently people hate me like this. I'm fine.. but then all the sudden I just think a ( Read more... )

Oh yay. Another hurricane coming to get me. I need like.. a harem of geeky intelligent computer guys. :O ( Read more... )

Lesse.. I went walking today again~ yayee. And I'm tired. I'll probably sleep soon. =x Watched Ichi the Killer. It was cool but the ending made me go, "O_o Teh fawk?" Good gorey action stuff. o.o Yep. Kakihara was damn cool. XD; Can't really think of anything else to say.. yoko you are hot O.O ( Read more... )

Just finished watching "13 going on 30" omg such a cute great movie.~ xD There are alot of things I'm very not-girly about but man.. o.o I'm SO girly when it comes to romance type stuff. XD OMFG I LOVE CHICKFLICKS OK!?1112435647657 XD So great.. Because love ends up all perfect and great and wonderful and happy. When we all know life is like.. the ( Read more... )

Buwahaha. XD Lmao.

Lmao, teh fawk. =x

I WANT TO SHOWER. Ok. So.. I was going to shower. Then I look in the bathtub and there is.. SHIT. Literally, there is shit in my bathtub. Now WTF. Why in the hell is there shit in the bathtub? Who the fuck shit in my bathtub? Did one of the cats or something? But ugh. I'm home alone and I'm not going to clean that shit out. Ew. >_< So.. I shall ( Read more... )

<3 Everclear. O.o But yeah, this song is cool. So I shall share lyrics. :O

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Well, I feel a bit better now. ^_^ A little bit after my last entry my mom came home and had picked me up a CD player at Kmart. So I got dressed and went walking. For me alone it seems to be about 30 minute walk from my house to the beverage castle. Hmm.. Wish it was longer. I used to walk up to the farm store which was like twice as long and there ( Read more... )

I'm just fucking sick and tired. Ryan.. is a sick fuck. It's a hard thing for me to accept. But I just can't be in denial of the truth. I can't stop thinking about him, I can't stop loving him, I just can't. People need to stop fucking underestimating my feelings, acting like they're just immature and stupid feelings that mean nothing. They don't ( Read more... )

It just SOOO fucking FUNNY how easy it is at times for me to snap!! Yeah, it's fucking HILARIOUS. See me fucking laughing? HAH. I'm fucking laughing.HAHAHAHAHAHA ( Read more... )