DARRIN. XD Lol. Dude. =P

Also, here's a better picture of my piercing. xD

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Just some randomness I'd put in this entry instead. Some people's opinion on Ryan's convo thingy, etc. Some just random funnyness. XD

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Once again, eventful! I left the house again! ^_^ Also, about yesterday. That side of Lakeland scares me to death. o.o; I heard like so many police sirens and ambulences all night. @_@ I'm like, "omfg. Some psycho is on the loose." Lol. Plus there were drunk dirty old perverted bums. =x Yeah, I don't like that side of Lakeland. Scares meh. XD I'm ( Read more... )

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Damn.. Why haven't my feelings for Ryan faded at all? All of it.. The feelings of love, caring, worrying.. Then even the lustful feelings I have for him. None of it, None of it will go away.. none of it will fade. Why are all those feelings still as strong as ever? It's probably good that it was just online and that Ryan and I live so far apart. I ( Read more... )

Wow, I left the house today! =p Lol. My mom asked if I wanted to go to a concert thingy with (her, my aunt, uncle, 2 lil' cousins, etc) and asked if I wanted to come. I said sure and decided to bring Shayly along. I decided to let my mom choose my clothing. =P I decided not to dress as my usual with kitty ears and such because there'd be alot of ( Read more... )

I don't really think that I actually care about death. At this point, it wouldn't matter to me if I even died tomorrow. But at the same time, I'm not going to go seek death out and kill myself. I already feel like I've felt death so many times in my life. I've felt like I died, died inside, felt physical pain. Nothing can be worse than dying over ( Read more... )

I hate when I start worrying about something so much that I make myself sick. Like I get this really nervous sick feeling in my stomach. It doesn't feel nice. =/

I got quite upset yesterday so I went to sleep rather early. Went to sleep at around 3PM and slept for about 10 hours I think. Also, I think I might just start a blog thingy with my own domain name. Tim offered so I was like sure.. Though if I do, I'll keep my LJ so I can still read other people's LJ's and the like. O.o Haven't exactly decided on a ( Read more... )

O.o Lol.