i have school tomorrow. *jumps for joy* but really, i`m not that bummed about going back. this break seemed so incredibly long ( Read more... )

this is my first post of the new year. spectacular. 2OO3 is finally gone. .. say hello to 2OO4 ( Read more... )

i finally calmed down. i was really losing it earlier and last night.

i`m scaredi was talking to my mom earlier and told her how i`m in crisis and how i can`t take it anymore. she was talking to me and i managed to get some stuff out but i couldn`t get it all out. i couldn`t put it in words.. i just really need to get everything out so i can ( Read more... )

it seems like before i would write in this thing every day and tell it every single thought in my head. this was something i would write in to get out all of my emotional struggles and it would make me feel so much better after i had written in it. like everything was released.. and like it was something i could fall back on when i was having my ( Read more... )

i had a half a day today. thank god i sware i'm going to kill myself one of these days just because i can't stand being in school for a whole fucking 7 hours.

so what's been going on with me lately? nothing much at all. i've been kind of down in the dumps lately and i'm starting not to even care anymore because i'm so used to it. life sucks. now ( Read more... )

i really wish that i could have a cupcake right now. damn cravings. sigh ( Read more... )

i don't care too much for thanksgiving. i think it's pretty much a boring and pointless holiday. all you do is sit there and eat. i know it's the day you're so supposed to say what you're thankful for.. but i think you shouldn't just pick a specific day ou of the year to do that.. you should be able to do it any day. but i made thanksgiving dinner ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've written again. shrug. i've just been too lazy to write anything. i hate having long gaps between my entries because i don't remember a lot of stuff i wanted to talk about. oh well ( Read more... )

i just got back from seeing texas chainsaw massacer with alicia. i'm going to have fucking nightmares for weeks. haha not really. it wasn't as scary as people said it was, just really disgusting. i recommend you all go see it though. i was cracking up so much in the movie.. i laugh innapropriately. hm. i wasn't about to go to the football game ( Read more... )

i haven't written in forever. it's not that i haven't had anything to write about because i have. i just have not been in the mood, i guess. this entry will be sort of long since i have things to talk about ( Read more... )