Faith.

[kourtni]

The past month of my life, has been a living hell. Everything has been GOOD EXCEPT for the fact that my whole thought process has been consumed with thoughts of death. Yes, you heard right, death. Its not that I think I'm dying or anything its that I can't really phathom what happens afterwards. So, I did a ton of soul searching. Limited myself to

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[__hoecake]

that's good.
at least you're helping yourself
&such.

<3

[kourtni]

Yes. Thank you.

<3.

[e_drama]

oddly enough, i think i'm getting to the same realization myself.

[kourtni]

Really? Have you gone through the freak out part yet? Cause I did. I think I've cried over 24 hours in the past week. Sad, but true.

But I feel somewhat better. Talked to a lot of people about it. Tomorrow I go talk to a preacher's wife. Shes a counselor and I think she'll help me out a lot. Just need to get on the RIGHT track.

[kourtni]

Actually, Friday. Not tomorrow.

[qtbayba]

Wow, I totally feel you

[kikit]

that's awesome, girl.

best of luck.

[ohsocosmo]

Hey lady <3

This is me commenting to say I love ya, and I hope you update more so I can spam your entries with comments.

-Jen