Having a life sucks. Actually, no it doesn't.

Finished up my semester of college.  PERFECT 4.0. Yes, I'm proud and I had to rub it in your face.  I ended up on the Dean's List and I'm floored about that. I think I'm just insanely proud mainly because I was working full time for the last few weeks cause we were still looking for another manager PLUS ( Read more... )

( So. TRUE. )

So, hi.

Hope you've all missed me or something.

My life has been chaos in a good and bad way. I won't go too much in detail but its been quite a ride for me.

First off, I left Body Shop. I was there from August till the end of April.  I had just gotten bumped up to assistant manager too, BUT I interviewed at a music store for assistant manager, and ( Read more... )

Saying "I love you" to someone they just met. Moving way too fast.

I just. don't. get. it.

Some of you may not even really care, but if you could, say a prayer for me. I got a Pap done today (I have to get them every 3 months) and yeah, most women go through the "abnormal pap" thing, but yeah, she said if this one comes back abnormal, we're going to have to another colposcopy. Now, its not THAT bad, but I really pray that this one is ( Read more... )

I took some digital pictures Friday and a few days before that. Since I never really do, I figured you'd enjoy these. Now, I'm like, obsessed with the digital camera.


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Knowing that my mother just stayed up till 1:30 in the morning, just to clear off my bed. I've been absolutely miserable as of late. I have no desire to do anything, I've basically lost my mind. But I'm working on it, I was crying. She comes in my room, picks up the stuff off my bed, puts it away. She says "Kourtni, if anything, I at least just ( Read more... )

The past month of my life, has been a living hell. Everything has been GOOD EXCEPT for the fact that my whole thought process has been consumed with thoughts of death. Yes, you heard right, death. Its not that I think I'm dying or anything its that I can't really phathom what happens afterwards. So, I did a ton of soul searching. Limited myself to ( Read more... )

( You won't be sorry. Well, I hope not. )

Boo.

I'll try to get back in the swing of things.

I miss you guys though.

<3.