Life is boring, life is boring... I wanna move back to PA, but Jarrad likes it here...everyone send me reasons that arizona sucks so I can convince him to move!

well, here's the 411 now that I've found my way back to the internet ( Read more... )

Just trying to see if this still works....

This will be my last entry. It's time to grow up and leave the internet world behind. Thank you to every one that has read and responded to my journal. I love you all, but it's time to spend my life in the real world with the person that I'm in love with.

Thank you, and Fairwell.

At Jarrad's. Just got back from getting icecream at Cold Stone. I'm so fucking in love it's not even fucking funny. LIFE CANNOT GET ANY SWEETER THAN THIS.

Today was a nice, lazy day. I spent the day laying around with my sister watching movies and whatnot ( Read more... )

I'm at Jarrad's house. He picked me up after he got out of work, and we came back to his place to take the window tint off of his buick (for those of you that like cars- he has a buick grand national..ooh...aah ( Read more... )

It's tuesday. I'm lonely. Jarrad stayed over last night, which was ssssoooo nice. I doubt that I'll even get to see him tonight, which is stinky...He's still at work, I believe. -sigh- I wish I could see him every night, but I suppose it doesnt work that way.

Jar said that he was going to be around all day and to just call him when he could come over. I called. He's with Matt. I asked him to be here by nine. He was noncommital. I'm irritated, but I'm not freaking out. Played frisbee with Dee and Bry (uncle, not friend) earlier, which was nice. I've been keeping myself occupied rather than stewing over ( Read more... )

WHY THE FUCK ISNT HE IN LOVE WITH ME!?!?!

WHY DOESNT HE MISS ME THE WAY THAT I MISS HIM!??!

WHY DOESNT HE LONG FOR ME THE WAY I DO FOR HIM?!?!?

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!!!