Jar dropped me off...I started to cry as soon as I walked into my room because he wasnt with me. What the fuck is wrong with me?????

I'm at Jarrad's house. His mom is on the phone with him telling us not to have sex. n.n;;; Patti is awesome. The both of us just got here from work, and are both feeling particularly lazy and tired.

Ooh! Bryan just IMed me! We've not talked in SOOO long. Gotta run! ^-^

Crisis averted. No worries, min'na. Call me or text me to let me know how stupid I am!

Over the stars...I'm going over the stars.

I love you, Everyone who ever bothers to read this.

No more carving his name. No more longing for him to love me like I love him.

I wonder how long until he notices...

Over the stars.

Goodbye.

Just got back from a really lame trip to Las Vegas. Got to stay at the Hilton, and go on the Star Trek experience, which I'll admit was the coolest thing I've ever done ( Read more... )

I'm once again at Jarrad's house. We had a tense night last night, which remained tense until this morning. His words last night were ( Read more... )

I'm crying again. It hurts. I'm lonely. I ache ( Read more... )

Greetings min'na. I'm in a much better mood this evening, at least moreso than I was last night. After all, I was a little bit nutso yesterday, so...please forgive me.

Anyhoo, jut updating to let you all know that i'm indeed still alive. Tar.

::peace out::

Jarrad is staying over tonight. He's picking me up from work after he hangs out with Tawnya...-sigh- I dont know what's going on in my life. I dont know what's wrong with me. I'm sad, lonely, and confused, but at least I have him in my life. That's the most important thing to me. He's all I need in my life. I'm infatuated...I'm crazy in love...I'm ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me...?