Since it has been so long since the last time I updated this journal, I think it is time for a complete overhaul. This is going to be my new "high" journal. Currently I am on several things. I find that when I write high, so much of my energy is lost to the pages. I should only write what I am certain of. In this journal, I can be as chaotic as I ( Read more... )

Holy god this thing is still around. I'm going to have to see whats new around here.

heh... speaking of that last journal... i just realized the name of my lj... fitting, the singularity.
I feel strange lately.

Call it fantasy, call it imagination. Call it delusion if you want, call it whatever you want. I call it reality in the making. The center will be realigned, and with it......

one shall emerge anew

Changed my journal a bit. Feel free to look.

( Trump card? wtf )

My head is swimming in the most uncomfortable of ways. or something like that. i dont really know what to do with myself. i think its just the timing of everything i guess ( Read more... )

oh, look, they all left me. again.

i think i am going to have to question something that i would rather not. honesty is after one of my most inportant virtues in everything. i know i hate it to have my own integrity questioned, and i dont like to do it to others... but when certain things come up, you really cant help yourself. ive just had to deal with to many bullshitters, and i ( Read more... )

So, after destroying a metal bat yesterday by banging it against a pipe, and lots of meditation, i have rebuilt myself. Ive started to tap that darkness in my soul... and i feel more complete with it. after seeking it in my mind, i felt happier, despite what has been going on. All my life i have shut it away, and now it is finally being realeased. ( Read more... )