seems they arnt pleased. im changing, and i have learned some new things. get used to it. i am no longer going to be the doormat that i once was. i will not let my so called 'friends' take advantage of me any longer. i have been as kind and nice as possible. i have been patient and helpful. i did my best not to complain, and i kept my troubles to ( Read more... )

I have had a very interesting experience. My eyes have been opened. Well, more so then what they were anyways. Its to much to be a coincidence. I am seeing the patterns and chains that everything is going through. I realize that i am now where i belong. And perhaps soon, i may find out just who i really am.

So, it would seem that my last entry did not go through, so here is a new one. I have temporarally moved in with amanda. im not sure how long i will be staying here, but they need the money and i need a place to sleep and hang around. ive gotten very comfortable here in the past few days, so i hope i can stay a while. also, i now have a girlfriend ( Read more... )

So, i left the apartment finally. evicted. Im not going to pin the blame on people, there is no point in making anyone feel bad about it. As long as i learn from my mistakes, this will turn out fine. i am currently staying at Isaacs, but only for a few days out of the week. I dont want to intrude on them, and i know how much it sucks to have ( Read more... )

Its time for me to make some big choices here. Something very unpleasent.

next time im gonna keep my mouth shut and my fingers still.

Usstan tlun ticondo d' jal nindel zhah aluin pholor. Usstan s'tharl a usstan, jal maglust, while l' uss vel'ussa usstan ssinssrigg zhah doeb dosib fol byr person, lu' l' byr usstan inbal tejmook'cinkjuun whol zhah mziln dosib foluss else. Usstan phlith nindol, usstan inbal uss cuass'ili m'ranndii pholor l' couch, draa wun ninta cuass'ili zuch dosib ( Read more... )

murple.

got a new room mate. yay.

i had an interesting drive. i guess i need someone to talk to or something... but i havnt the right person. well, maybe i do, but its still hard to talk. especially when you are impeaded by another person. hostility is rising. what is the moon today?