Discretion is a point of view
Title: Discretion is a point of view
Author: KoyaShige90
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairing: RyOhkura, hinted Baru x Yassu
Rating: PG-13 maybe. Mentions of sex and well, Subaru.
Words: 1920
And NO I don't own anything... except from the plot.
Summary: Ohkura finds himself in love. Subaru finds something else...
It was a weird feeling for Ohkura. Not the feeling itself, no he'd been in love a few times before so it wasn't totally alien. What was very new for him however was that this time the person was a man. And not just any man, one of his best friends and group mates. It was Ryo.
He wasn't sure how it all had started, one day he'd just realized that he wanted Ryo to be more than a friend. He wanted to kiss the other, to feel him and always be close to him. At first he thought that maybe he just was sexually frustrated and desperate, but then he realized that he didn't want Ryo for the sex. Well, that too, but more than that he wanted the other to see him. He was already deeply in love and had no clue how he got there or how to get back out of love.
The whole thing was getting harder and harder to control, and all too often he would dream about Ryo, dreams that would often be heavily rated none the less. Sure he loved Ryo, but he was still a man with needs and wants, nothing unusual.
It was difficult to hide a hard-on when you have the rest of Kanjani8 in the room and you just woke up. So Ohkura stopped sleeping everywhere. It was difficult in the beginning, but a lot better than the option of the others finding out just exactly what was on his mind.
He had no intentions of telling Ryo about his feelings and so he did his best to ignore them. He couldn't help it in his sleep but when awake he could at least stop himself when realizing he was staring or stop inviting himself over like he used to. He really did his best not to act differently, but it was obviously not a very discreet move to almost totally stop hanging out with Ryo in their free days. Of course he would notice, Ryo wasn't stupid.
“Oi! Bonkura, you wanna go grab some beer after this?” Ohkura who was sitting on the couch in their dressing room focused all his attention to his shoes who suddenly had gotten a lot harder to tie. Ryo was just in front of him and Ohkura could see his feet only a short distance away. Since when had it been so hard to be alone with Ryo? Clearly this 'thing' got worse every day.
“Mmm, ah. Sorry Ryo-chan, I think I'll just go home today. I'm tired.” That wasn't really a lie, he was quite exhausted. They had just finished rehearsals for a Music Station performance and he had filming the next day and so he could use some extra sleep.
“What's wrong with you?” This was not good, now Ryo was getting angry. He needed to say something.
“Nothing. I'm really sorry, I'll go another time.” It wasn't Shakespeare, but he could have done worse. At least Ryo wasn't yelling at his answer.
“How come you only refuse my invitations? You've been out with the others, but you always have something else to do whenever I ask. Are you mad at me or something?” The voice was full of hurt and it made Ohkura feel like a complete bastard, but what else choice did he have. He didn't want this whole new love thing to destroy their friendship and yet here they were in this situation, with him feeling like the bad guy and Ryo feeling rejected. He hated this.
“Look, Ryo... I-I don't... It's just a lot going on right now. I'm sorry.” This would be easier if he actually would be able to look at Ryo.
“Ohkura.” Before he had a chance to realize it, Ryo had squatted down in front of him. Ryo's hand was on his knee, almost bordering to touch his thigh, he could feel the warmth of Ryo through his jeans, this was definitely not going to end well. He had no choice but to look the other in the eyes, and when he did he couldn't stop. He froze, body completely still with all his focus on Ryo. He couldn't even speak. His heart rate was picking up and he wondered if Ryo would notice. Ohkura couldn't remember ever feeling this affected before, it was scaring him what the mere presence of the other did to him. Only a few weeks ago he would have been able to at least do something, he felt almost pathetic.
“Ohkura.” Ryo repeated his name and now he was so close that Ohkura could feel his breath. He swallowed and tried to think of a way to escape this situation.
“Y-yes?” Damn it, why was it so hard to keep his voice steady.
“I think you're hiding something from me.” The statement was said with a voice that made Ohkura shiver. He shook his head, so little it was barely visible looking down on Ryo with pleading eyes, begging him to stop without actually saying anything. It was all he could do before Ryo leaned in to whisper close to his ear.
“Liar.” Then he could feel a pair of soft lips cover his own and chock hit him as he realized that Ryo was kissing him. It felt better than he had imagined and when Ryo started to nibble on his lower lip Ohkura wasn't late to give him permission to enter. He wondered if Ryo was a dream this time too, but hurriedly let that thought disappear as there was no way a dream could feel like this.
They explored each others mouths for the first time and Ryo was fighting for dominance. Now Ohkura had finally come out of his chocked state and was by the second growing more and more bold. He left Ryo's mouth to taste more, beginning with attacking the older mans neck.
He nibbled, licked and bit leaving a trail that would be purple in a few hours. But neither of them gave a damn and when Ryo for the first time let out a moan of pleasure it gave Ohkura a burning sensation he had never felt before.
“Ohkura.” It was said with a breathy voice and it sent chills down the drummer's spine. Then Ryo was suddenly the one on the offensive, starting to tuck on Ohkura's shirt, getting it off with amazing speed, doing the same with his own only a second later. Ohkura immediately reached out to touch that skin that he had been longing for, feeling his hands tremble as they roamed over the smaller body.
“Tacchon, you should now that you're not nearly as discreet as you think you are.” Ryo showed a pleased grin and eyes that glowed with desire. This made him stop for a second time and he didn't come back to reality until he suddenly realized that Ryo was working to get their pants off. He helped the other and after a short moment of tugging and swearing from Ryo's side they were there wearing nothing but underwear.
He was still sitting on the couch and Ryo was doing something between standing and sitting in Ohkura's lap. They were both breathing heavily, so close to each other that their noses almost touched. Suddenly Ohkura felt slightly embarrassed by the whole situation. He wasn't sure how this whole thing had started in the first place, and now they were suddenly practically naked.
Of course he had seen Ryo naked before, they were group mates and had even shared the same shower a few times during tours. But this time it was different, this time he was in love. And this time they weren't about to shower. Something else was about to happen, and Ohkura wasn't sure if he was ready for it. He didn't even know if Ryo felt the same, maybe Ryo had only mistaken Ohkura's behavior for sexual lust, as he himself had done in the beginning. What would happen when the heat of the moment was gone? Ohkura felt himself hesitate, he was actually scared of what would come out of this. Then he felt Ryo's hand on his cheek and he lift up his gaze which he hadn't realized was fixed on the floor.
“I love you.” It was said so bluntly. Just as most things were said by Ryo, but it still took Ohkura by surprise. His heart speed up even faster, to a pace he didn't know was possible and then Ryo was kissing him again. Ohkura could feel all the emotions inside that kiss and he relax into Ryo's touches.
Then steps could be heard just outside and they both bolted up in panic, Ryo knocking his head into Ohkura's. “Ouch, damn it!”
“Sorry.” They hurried inside the shower part of the split dressing room just in time to manage escape from whoever was coming inside. That someone was Subaru, who had forgotten a sheet of lyrics behind and now was back to get it.
Ohkura and Ryo held their breathes as they listened to their friends movement. For a moment nothing could be heard from the other side of the wall. Subaru had stopped for some reason. They tried to keep as still as possible and the few minutes felt like hours. They were beginning to think that they had been found out but then Subaru finally left. Both of them let out their breathes and relaxed, feeling stiff after the tension.
“That was close.” Ohkura walked back and once again put himself down on the couch, taking a deep breath to calm himself. Ryo however had no intentions of calming down.
“Yeah, but it kinda turns me on, thinking that we could get walked in on any second.” This made Ohkura look up and when he did he was met by the sight of a completely naked and quite obviously horny Nishikido Ryo. He smiled in response and got rid of his own boxers before Ryo was back on top of him...
* * *
Meanwhile Subaru walked out of the Jimusho building whistling a tune as he jumped inside his car were Yassu was waiting. What took you so long? Wasn't it right there on the table?
Subaru just turned his head and gave Yassu a grin. No it was right there, under these. He showed the blond what he had found, carelessly thrown over Yassu's papers.
It took a while before Yassu realized what it was. “Is that...?”
“Yep” Subaru nodded and smiled even wider.
“Who?” Yassu was eying the piece of fabric suspiciously.
“I think it's Ryo's. Ohkura didn't wear black ones today.”
“So they...?” Yassu couldn't quite tear his eyes away from the thing in Subaru's hand.
“They're probably going at it right now. They were hiding in the showers, if it wasn't for these...” He dingles the found item to emphasis what he was referring to. “...I most likely wouldn't have noticed.” Evidently Ryo was not as discreet as he though he was either. Fortunately for him Subaru was content with just robbing Ryo of his underwear letting the man search for them in vane before coming to terms with that he would have to leave work going commando today.
Subaru was kind enough to leave the teasing out of it... At least for now, but tomorrow was a whole new day.
OWARI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHKURA!
I hope you liked it, it's short but at least it's RyOhkura! ^w^
Originally I had planned to finish my current multi-chap with RyOhkura for today, but I actually haven't had any time to write at all. And unfortunately I can't write anymore today either, because we have a thunderstorm raging outside (the second one in three days), and my computers battery will die in... 1:02 hours. =__='''
So Master of a Mutt will have to wait for a little while longer I'm afraid.
But if you want to celebrate Bonkura's day a little while longer you can go and check out:
MY B-DAY POST FOR TACCHON! Posted in my other LJ-acount (Hanashika90).
♥
If you want more RyOhkura you can check out my Fanfic Archive which you can find HERE.
Also be aware that English isn't my first language, so I apologize if there are any annoying errors. ^^''' Please comment, it's what keeps me motivated! :D So if you like it remember to comment, constructive critique is also welcome... But that doesn't mean you have to be overly evil! *just joking* ^_^
Author: KoyaShige90
Fandom: Kanjani8
Pairing: RyOhkura, hinted Baru x Yassu
Rating: PG-13 maybe. Mentions of sex and well, Subaru.
Words: 1920
And NO I don't own anything... except from the plot.
Summary: Ohkura finds himself in love. Subaru finds something else...
It was a weird feeling for Ohkura. Not the feeling itself, no he'd been in love a few times before so it wasn't totally alien. What was very new for him however was that this time the person was a man. And not just any man, one of his best friends and group mates. It was Ryo.
He wasn't sure how it all had started, one day he'd just realized that he wanted Ryo to be more than a friend. He wanted to kiss the other, to feel him and always be close to him. At first he thought that maybe he just was sexually frustrated and desperate, but then he realized that he didn't want Ryo for the sex. Well, that too, but more than that he wanted the other to see him. He was already deeply in love and had no clue how he got there or how to get back out of love.
The whole thing was getting harder and harder to control, and all too often he would dream about Ryo, dreams that would often be heavily rated none the less. Sure he loved Ryo, but he was still a man with needs and wants, nothing unusual.
It was difficult to hide a hard-on when you have the rest of Kanjani8 in the room and you just woke up. So Ohkura stopped sleeping everywhere. It was difficult in the beginning, but a lot better than the option of the others finding out just exactly what was on his mind.
He had no intentions of telling Ryo about his feelings and so he did his best to ignore them. He couldn't help it in his sleep but when awake he could at least stop himself when realizing he was staring or stop inviting himself over like he used to. He really did his best not to act differently, but it was obviously not a very discreet move to almost totally stop hanging out with Ryo in their free days. Of course he would notice, Ryo wasn't stupid.
“Oi! Bonkura, you wanna go grab some beer after this?” Ohkura who was sitting on the couch in their dressing room focused all his attention to his shoes who suddenly had gotten a lot harder to tie. Ryo was just in front of him and Ohkura could see his feet only a short distance away. Since when had it been so hard to be alone with Ryo? Clearly this 'thing' got worse every day.
“Mmm, ah. Sorry Ryo-chan, I think I'll just go home today. I'm tired.” That wasn't really a lie, he was quite exhausted. They had just finished rehearsals for a Music Station performance and he had filming the next day and so he could use some extra sleep.
“What's wrong with you?” This was not good, now Ryo was getting angry. He needed to say something.
“Nothing. I'm really sorry, I'll go another time.” It wasn't Shakespeare, but he could have done worse. At least Ryo wasn't yelling at his answer.
“How come you only refuse my invitations? You've been out with the others, but you always have something else to do whenever I ask. Are you mad at me or something?” The voice was full of hurt and it made Ohkura feel like a complete bastard, but what else choice did he have. He didn't want this whole new love thing to destroy their friendship and yet here they were in this situation, with him feeling like the bad guy and Ryo feeling rejected. He hated this.
“Look, Ryo... I-I don't... It's just a lot going on right now. I'm sorry.” This would be easier if he actually would be able to look at Ryo.
“Ohkura.” Before he had a chance to realize it, Ryo had squatted down in front of him. Ryo's hand was on his knee, almost bordering to touch his thigh, he could feel the warmth of Ryo through his jeans, this was definitely not going to end well. He had no choice but to look the other in the eyes, and when he did he couldn't stop. He froze, body completely still with all his focus on Ryo. He couldn't even speak. His heart rate was picking up and he wondered if Ryo would notice. Ohkura couldn't remember ever feeling this affected before, it was scaring him what the mere presence of the other did to him. Only a few weeks ago he would have been able to at least do something, he felt almost pathetic.
“Ohkura.” Ryo repeated his name and now he was so close that Ohkura could feel his breath. He swallowed and tried to think of a way to escape this situation.
“Y-yes?” Damn it, why was it so hard to keep his voice steady.
“I think you're hiding something from me.” The statement was said with a voice that made Ohkura shiver. He shook his head, so little it was barely visible looking down on Ryo with pleading eyes, begging him to stop without actually saying anything. It was all he could do before Ryo leaned in to whisper close to his ear.
“Liar.” Then he could feel a pair of soft lips cover his own and chock hit him as he realized that Ryo was kissing him. It felt better than he had imagined and when Ryo started to nibble on his lower lip Ohkura wasn't late to give him permission to enter. He wondered if Ryo was a dream this time too, but hurriedly let that thought disappear as there was no way a dream could feel like this.
They explored each others mouths for the first time and Ryo was fighting for dominance. Now Ohkura had finally come out of his chocked state and was by the second growing more and more bold. He left Ryo's mouth to taste more, beginning with attacking the older mans neck.
He nibbled, licked and bit leaving a trail that would be purple in a few hours. But neither of them gave a damn and when Ryo for the first time let out a moan of pleasure it gave Ohkura a burning sensation he had never felt before.
“Ohkura.” It was said with a breathy voice and it sent chills down the drummer's spine. Then Ryo was suddenly the one on the offensive, starting to tuck on Ohkura's shirt, getting it off with amazing speed, doing the same with his own only a second later. Ohkura immediately reached out to touch that skin that he had been longing for, feeling his hands tremble as they roamed over the smaller body.
“Tacchon, you should now that you're not nearly as discreet as you think you are.” Ryo showed a pleased grin and eyes that glowed with desire. This made him stop for a second time and he didn't come back to reality until he suddenly realized that Ryo was working to get their pants off. He helped the other and after a short moment of tugging and swearing from Ryo's side they were there wearing nothing but underwear.
He was still sitting on the couch and Ryo was doing something between standing and sitting in Ohkura's lap. They were both breathing heavily, so close to each other that their noses almost touched. Suddenly Ohkura felt slightly embarrassed by the whole situation. He wasn't sure how this whole thing had started in the first place, and now they were suddenly practically naked.
Of course he had seen Ryo naked before, they were group mates and had even shared the same shower a few times during tours. But this time it was different, this time he was in love. And this time they weren't about to shower. Something else was about to happen, and Ohkura wasn't sure if he was ready for it. He didn't even know if Ryo felt the same, maybe Ryo had only mistaken Ohkura's behavior for sexual lust, as he himself had done in the beginning. What would happen when the heat of the moment was gone? Ohkura felt himself hesitate, he was actually scared of what would come out of this. Then he felt Ryo's hand on his cheek and he lift up his gaze which he hadn't realized was fixed on the floor.
“I love you.” It was said so bluntly. Just as most things were said by Ryo, but it still took Ohkura by surprise. His heart speed up even faster, to a pace he didn't know was possible and then Ryo was kissing him again. Ohkura could feel all the emotions inside that kiss and he relax into Ryo's touches.
Then steps could be heard just outside and they both bolted up in panic, Ryo knocking his head into Ohkura's. “Ouch, damn it!”
“Sorry.” They hurried inside the shower part of the split dressing room just in time to manage escape from whoever was coming inside. That someone was Subaru, who had forgotten a sheet of lyrics behind and now was back to get it.
Ohkura and Ryo held their breathes as they listened to their friends movement. For a moment nothing could be heard from the other side of the wall. Subaru had stopped for some reason. They tried to keep as still as possible and the few minutes felt like hours. They were beginning to think that they had been found out but then Subaru finally left. Both of them let out their breathes and relaxed, feeling stiff after the tension.
“That was close.” Ohkura walked back and once again put himself down on the couch, taking a deep breath to calm himself. Ryo however had no intentions of calming down.
“Yeah, but it kinda turns me on, thinking that we could get walked in on any second.” This made Ohkura look up and when he did he was met by the sight of a completely naked and quite obviously horny Nishikido Ryo. He smiled in response and got rid of his own boxers before Ryo was back on top of him...
* * *
Meanwhile Subaru walked out of the Jimusho building whistling a tune as he jumped inside his car were Yassu was waiting. What took you so long? Wasn't it right there on the table?
Subaru just turned his head and gave Yassu a grin. No it was right there, under these. He showed the blond what he had found, carelessly thrown over Yassu's papers.
It took a while before Yassu realized what it was. “Is that...?”
“Yep” Subaru nodded and smiled even wider.
“Who?” Yassu was eying the piece of fabric suspiciously.
“I think it's Ryo's. Ohkura didn't wear black ones today.”
“So they...?” Yassu couldn't quite tear his eyes away from the thing in Subaru's hand.
“They're probably going at it right now. They were hiding in the showers, if it wasn't for these...” He dingles the found item to emphasis what he was referring to. “...I most likely wouldn't have noticed.” Evidently Ryo was not as discreet as he though he was either. Fortunately for him Subaru was content with just robbing Ryo of his underwear letting the man search for them in vane before coming to terms with that he would have to leave work going commando today.
Subaru was kind enough to leave the teasing out of it... At least for now, but tomorrow was a whole new day.
OWARI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHKURA!
I hope you liked it, it's short but at least it's RyOhkura! ^w^
Originally I had planned to finish my current multi-chap with RyOhkura for today, but I actually haven't had any time to write at all. And unfortunately I can't write anymore today either, because we have a thunderstorm raging outside (the second one in three days), and my computers battery will die in... 1:02 hours. =__='''
So Master of a Mutt will have to wait for a little while longer I'm afraid.
But if you want to celebrate Bonkura's day a little while longer you can go and check out:
MY B-DAY POST FOR TACCHON! Posted in my other LJ-acount (Hanashika90).
♥
If you want more RyOhkura you can check out my Fanfic Archive which you can find HERE.
Also be aware that English isn't my first language, so I apologize if there are any annoying errors. ^^''' Please comment, it's what keeps me motivated! :D So if you like it remember to comment, constructive critique is also welcome... But that doesn't mean you have to be overly evil! *just joking* ^_^