home alone on a saturday night.. i used to not mind being home alone every now and then. i used to enjoy having 'me time' to do whatever i wanted... but as of lately, i can't stand it. i thought it was because i just liked being out with my friends, but i realize now that when i'm home alone with nobody to talk to.. i find myself wanting to call ( Read more... )

i'd just like to say that at this current moment, i'm downright chipper and by myself too, which rarely happens. blasting loud, non-emo music, and texting a great guy (not in that way, just a really cool guy). i'm really ready to be happy, and i'm cherishing these little moments. hopefully, in the new year, i'll be able to extend these little ( Read more... )

for the last couple years i've given myself new year's resolutions that quickly dissipate because i can't commit. i'm tired of being optimistic just to let myself down, so this coming year i've made some different simple resolutions. no longer will i tell myself not to procrastinate, rather i will attempt to stay focused. no longer will i tell ( Read more... )

saying a simple fair well to a friend as he leaves for a 10-day trip, i realized that, with time, i've found out who some of my real friends are. i've stopped letting "friends by association" dictate who i consider friends and i feel i've wisely chosen good people to call on. i hope i didn't just jinx it because lord knows i trust too easily, but ( Read more... )

"if it changes your life, let it. nobody said life would EASY. they just promised it would be WORTH IT ( Read more... )

hope is kind of a weird thing. it's the one thing that stops you from letting go of all the pain that you put yourself through because you wanna believe that there's still a chance of something amazing happening. sometimes there isn't, and sometimes you NEED to let go. hope stops that. for some people, for some cases, keeping hope is what gets ( Read more... )

"real friends can grow separate without growing apart ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've blogged, but i'm down now. no more entries on private and this only goes out to the people who find it. i've decided to start fresh and move on from here.

i've been waiting FOREVER for a cyoot sign.. and since it's now true.. here it is.


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chris, you can always make me smile.

picture a serious conversation..

chris: "ew, history next."
me: "i hate history. i hate memorizing dates."
(apparently he didn't here the 'memorizing' part)..
chris: "dates? datesquares? i hate datesquares."
me: "NO YOU IDIOT! I HATE MEMMMORRRRIZZZING DATES!"
chris: "oh. oops. haha."

myohmychris. you turn my frown