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frozen here ( Read more... )

for some reason i've got the feeling she's trying to pull herself away from me ( Read more... )

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my heart is slowly melting
slowly dying
and i can feel it
dying
and melting

i konw she's not mine
and i want her to be
and i know i can't tell her not to do soemthing i do'nt want her to do
with other guys
but it kills me thinking she probably is
i ahte this feeling
i just kinda wnat to curl up in a ball and explode
fuck fuck fuck

jealousy....i hate it
congrats you have made me very jealous
you can stop now
you have me right were you want me...i'm yours...i'll do anythign for you
and i think you know it
so you can stop now...you win

pops concert sucks
it always does
skipped school today
and brilliana joined me
and then her momma found out and i feel bad
:(
i feel bad
i love you

today i worked. it was fun. i worked with sam. he is a fun guy. mrs. harris wasn't there very much. i am happy. she is mean. we made some hedges. that was boring. we had fun at work today.
also
i went to dracula's castle. my mom scared me. she had casarole. it was fun.