I can't even describe how I feel with words.

All I want to do is comfort my friend, but there is no comfort at all for this. I want hold my love in my arms and thank God he's still here. I want to breathe in his scent and hear his voice. I want to feel his strong arms around me and to tell him how proud I am of him for doing the job that lets the ( Read more... )

I promised Leslie I was gonna take those Tylenol PMs and go to bed. I didn't ( Read more... )

Every time I close my eyes, I see Christina's face. Only it's not her face, because Christina is one the happiest people I've ever met. That face, that grief, it can't belong to her. Please, God, it just can't ( Read more... )

The woman that runs the Montessori school that Crichton goes to had a puppy dumped off at her house. AGAIN. She lives outside the city limits, so the shelter would charge her $50 to drop an animal off there. Pip offered to do it for her, but they were closed ( Read more... )

I felt so much better after typing that all out last night. It's amazing. As I was writing it, tears were streaming down my face. As soon as I finished it, I stopped crying and took a deep breath. I felt so much better, and then I realized I forgot to write about Pip doing laundry and folding towels in her sleep ( Read more... )

My period actually started and ended inside of one week. It didn't hurt nearly as bad this time. I'm so relieved. It seems my body is finally adjusting. I don't know if I feel better today because my period's over, or if it's because of the Ambien helping me sleep all night the last two nights. Ugh, who cares? At least I was able to do stuff today ( Read more... )

Ugh. I'm so depressed about being so tired. I was too tired to go to a show with Meghan last night. I've been too tired to drive the hour and a half to see any of my friends (with the exception of going camping). I don't know if it's my cycle or what, but for the past two weeks I've barely had enough energy to fold my clean laundry and put it away ( Read more... )

Camping ( Read more... )

Seriously, there's fuckin' carpet in my room now!!! Freakin' awesome. I can walk around in there with no shoes on! Mine was the last bedroom to get it, and the hallway is tomorrow. It smells like new carpet in here. Also, we had to empty out the room before Lex put it down, so now there's not a bunch of boxes of random crap all over the place ( Read more... )

Ok, not really ( Read more... )