what the hell is going on in my life?

i am in love

i am not sure if he loves me

i want to find out

i want to be happy.

so... new boy = lookin good... we had a good date... and friday we are going out again =) that makes me happy!

im over the whole rob situation... well, most of the time... but i found someone that likes spending time with me and wont blow me off for his friends. hes a keeper

<3

today my life is over.

i'm gonna love you forever.

i can't help the way i feel

<3

so what the hell am i supposed to do? i have to wait one more week. next friday i have my answer... i cant deal with this!! you hurt my heart so much and i just keep going back for more. you have been the biggest part of my life since april, and now i dont know what i am supposed to think... am i just someone to hook up with, or am i someone you ( Read more... )

so im now a senior..... school is wierd. i dont like being a senior here.... i wish i was back at sm. i miss sm. its so much better then eb. people actually talked to me in school and i had real friends that i could hang out with whenever. but oh well. i guess thats life. it goes on. i'll make friends, then just get ripped away from them when this ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal

I'm not worth it, but you are. That's the only reason. Well, besides the obvious ( Read more... )

I am the Queen of Fronts.

well, i've been in NJ for about... a month now... its hard, but im doing it... i dont really have any other choices... i miss a few people... i need a few people. but thats what the phone is for, right?! well, i dont know, im doing well... better then i was in AZ thats for sure.. i can still do better... and i know i will... and its just something ( Read more... )