Come Friday. Come Saturday. This weekend is going to be so wonderful. I can feel it.  My expectations are high.  I'm not so sure that's a good thing because they would then be very susceptible to making the weekend a big disappointment if it didn't turn out the way I wanted.  But I have really good feelings.

I love Ani Difranco. These lyrics describe my state of mind. I will share with you. on one hand i'm walking
the way that i do
lookin like i'm lost in thought
but i'm looking for you
it's so subconscious
the way that i feel
too bad my subconscious life
is the more real
and i ain't in the best shape
that i've ever been in
but i know ( Read more... )

Today I decided to go to a park to read.  I was not at all familiar with this park in Indiana but it was right next to the river, ducks swimming by the shore, sunset in the distance.  Sounds like a fucking sweet place to read, right? No.  I pull into the parking lot and this guy watches me pull in as he is standing by a van, smoking a cig.  This is ( Read more... )

God damnit.  This week so far has not been very delightful and happy.  Not like how I usually am. There have been a lot of different thoughts and emotions rattling my mind.

For some reason I'm having second thoughts about school and want I ultimately want to do. 
I feel like I don't want to be single anymore and I want someone to love.
I'm going ( Read more... )

After the break up between Nick and I, I felt like a NEW person.  To be honest, I didn't feel like myself.  I take that as a good thing. When I was with Nick, I wasn't happy, therefore I didn't like who I was as a person.  I was always in a bad mood, stressed out, bored, and craving something else.  At the time I didn't know what that something ( Read more... )

Okay, I don't think I bitch or complain very often, but it's about time i let some things flow.  This whole weekend was so chill and mellow. I loved it. I didn't do much or get a whole lot done, Aschli can vouch for me on that one, but I don't mind that I didn't do anything ( Read more... )

I love life!! i love smiling. i love laughing. i love this weather. this weather makes me love life so much more.  i am in the greatest mood!!!! high on life, if you will. :)  i love my friends. i love tats. i love my dad, i miss him. he comes home on sunday ( Read more... )