"when the lights come on this whole place gets ugly
but when they're out, strangers fall in love
[he] could never say that flat out [he] don't want me
cuz i could never say that halfway ain't enough."

i'm exhausted.

you never bought me flowers like you said you would ( Read more... )

"joy to you" is evaporating. at this alarming rate, it will be completely gone by march. what's happening? why the sudden change? has it slowly been decreasing in water level for 9 years? have i just not noticed?
even when "joy to you" is completely dried up, i will keep him. i will never forget the 4 years you gave me and the 9 years since i chose ( Read more... )

"Life is beautiful."

Buon giorno, Principessa!  Life is beautiful. I've never been so happy in my life. And I don't mean like momentarily happy. I mean thoroughly happy. And that's not to say that I get sad or upset about things from time to time. But since, well, maybe August...I've grown as an individual. I am realizing the grandeur and beauty of ( Read more... )

Pedro the Lion is loud in the speakers, and the city waits just outside our open windows. She sits and sings, legs crossed in the passenger seat, her pretty voice hiding in the volume. Music is a safe place and Pedro is her favorite. It hits me that she won't see this skyline for several weeks, and we will be without her. I lean forward, knowing ( Read more... )

i have some time, so i'll write. that's what i do. i write ( Read more... )

"you are my center when i spin away out of control"

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in a motel room, with the bible out  / combing scriptures for answers about / what's happening now /
cuz i cant believe my eyes / and i just don't trust my ears / but i've heard a man can always come find / some solace here / and lord, iknow that we dont talk / often at all anymore / but desperate folks do desperate things /
so i'm stapling this ( Read more... )

will my life be long enough to see the things i want to see?
i believe this world is just too big for me.

i hate drama and..and and BOYS.
but i love sunny days, good friends
and excellent music. i live for good
music. "music's the only thing that
makes sense anymore, man. play 
it loud enough, it keeps the demons 
at bay." -from across the universe.

life
is
crazy

isn't it?