i'm confused. i wish i wasn't. i wish life wasn't so difficult and i wish i wasn't so selfish because my difficult is like cake for what more than half of the world has to deal with everyday. i just.. basically.. basically it's like.. when it rains, it pours. it pours and floods your car. and even after the water's gone your car still smells like ( Read more... )

5.27     damien rice
7.13     dispatch
7.21     goo goo dolls
8.3       o.a.r.
8.6       muse
9.7       damien rice

a nice way to start and finish off the summer.

a funny story is: there's this girl and she meets this boy. she befriends the boy and for two years there is a weird energy between the two. the boy wasted his time with girls who constantly hurt him until he got so scared and insecure that the girl feared he would never be able to form a healthy relationship. after two years the girl was sick of ( Read more... )

so basically summer has been fabulous. i work more than ever! but that's ok because i need money cuz when i'm not working, i'm out! or eating! or going out and eating! but honestly, i've been spending time with really good people, and doing really big things. i'm making plans for mike anderson to come down to ny! yayyy canada! and just and joe are ( Read more... )

i just watched like a billion episodes of greys instead of reading. they make me cry. like a lot. i just saw this one where meredith has to kill a patient, because its what she wants. the lady has three best friends nagging the doctors but there in support of their best friend. it was..sad. it made me think about my best friends. how i want to grow ( Read more... )

so far winter break has been going very well. i love long island.  there's always so much drama that follows me around. especially boys. i think for the first time in years i am free of it. that makes me feel really...calm. i've been working nonstop, as always, but you know what? friendly's isn't that bad. yea, i said it. i am overworked and ( Read more... )

isn't it so funny how  much can change in such a short amount of time? a few moths ago i was  on long island enjoying the best summer of my life. then, college. but even since college things have changed. like 2 weeks ago, i had a best friend here. 2 weeks ago i still wasn't talking to someone i hadn't talked to since summer. 2 weeks ago i was ( Read more... )

wwwwwwwwwwwoooooooowww. what a night ( Read more... )

right now ( Read more... )

i'm in a good mood. tonight i closed the store and played frisbee inside with some kids and outside and didn't get home until 2am. it was a real good night. yesterday night was good too. i went to ems and say everyone and talked to some cool kids online and talked to my husband on the telephone until..2am. haha. it's my new favorite time. i'm not ( Read more... )