gidget bridget is coming over early tomorrow.. i like 5:30. um, she's a crank, but i love her all the same. i talked to dan tonight. he's not looking forward to the whole 'watch baby by self' thing. that's why i'm here to help. yeah... i want to watch a movie. but i have nothing in mind. maybe fmj. haven't seen it in a while ( Read more... )

i'm in such a weird mood today. but here i am, with my cow soup as jaime calls it, just wondering why the hell i'm so retarded. i don't know why i did it. maybe because i was TOLD to, but that's okay. maybe i shouldn't have thought it, or resisted them ( Read more... )

hm. i've just been called a douche. by a douche ( Read more... )

i should just run away and be with you. it'd make me happy. meh. i don't deserve it. but i love you. remember i love you, okay ( Read more... )

woke up quick at about noon ( Read more... )

i have a feeling that i'm going to seek more opportunities in the near future. andy maybe moving out (again).. he's sleeping at shannon's tonight ( Read more... )

bad day. just very very bad day. you shouldn't drive when your sleeping. it makes your car do weird things. especially in snow. bad. bad ( Read more... )

jesus, i've tried so hard. for so long. just everything in my power to get you out of my head. i just.. aghhhh.. i want to go back and just stop myself from falling so fucking hard. i should have known no one would catch me ( Read more... )

i really wish you were the same as before. it's depressing that you did that to me. it's happened twice or more, and if it happens again, i'd probably give up ( Read more... )

welp. i'm not jewish if anyone was wondering. emily's here. she's in my bed. ha ( Read more... )