sigh. i miss you. come back. please ( Read more... )

The manner of Vincent Derkas' death is still pending the outocme of police and coroner's investigations into a fatal crash Dec. 1 in Baldwin at the Pittsburgh city line ( Read more... )

i guess at one point, we're all faced with hard decisions in our lives. <--i sounded like an oily car salesman? um, but you really can't ask or depend on someone else's opinion of the matter, and it's really up to you, right? in my case, i have a decision as to whether or not i want to speak to my friends through an apo address, or from 1 malei ( Read more... )

Okay. Emily is mad. Emily is mad because she thinks I'm jealous/mad/angry/pissed/etc. at her. She based that on my -leaving without saying goodbye- thing last night. Gee, sorry. I just didn't want to interrupt with her and Dan's conversation. So then she thinks I'm jealous of her relationship with Dan. I DON'T CARE. I care about them, but I really ( Read more... )

good morning. i woke up late. and now i'm home alone with king. so i'm sarcastically in a good mood. yay! bah! i'm so damn happy! he he! fuck! i'm gonna kill myself! hey, at least i said it with a grin on my face. i don't really have anything to write yet mostly because.. i haven't done anything yet... but last night was really amusing. chris was ( Read more... )

my parents are fighting. my mom is right. my dad won't admit it ( Read more... )

Holidays are the devil's invention for torture. I hate my family. I hate all this "give thanks!" kind of shit. It's all bull. Fucking bull. The highlight of my day was talking on the phone to Matt. He was giving me advice on.. things.. and it's already friday there.. i don't know its weird. I'm extremely pissed so I will sing this song to you ( Read more... )

something seems really strange to me. the input i get from different people. friends.. i guess you could say. what do you do when you can't trust your friends? you're up shit creek, right? i don't know. it's stupid. but i keep thinking about all the shit that was said in the past and wondering if any of it meant a thing. and if it did, then why the ( Read more... )

I made something from a friggin family tradition kind of thing for a friend of mine. I hope they enjoy it. It took some time. Breanna is shoveling hulless (tasteless too) popcorn in her mouth.. Andy's playing Madden, and I'm bored. I'm thinking about going down Em's. I hope she isn't offended that one of my socks goes up to my knee, and the other ( Read more... )

Is it pathetic to look forward to going to the movies with a ten year old? I am but I'm not. I want to see the movie, and I don't plan on letting the kid down, like everyone thinks I will, but I don't want to leave. I'm just nervous of leaving the house or something. Maybe if life was a video game, I'd do swell at it. But, um, it's not. I'm too ( Read more... )