Note to self: Find yourself, work on you, fuck everyone else ( Read more... )

For the life of me i can't understand why life needs to be so hard. I thought that i was over my head with worries and work but boy i was wrong. Little did i know that when i thought things couldn't get any worse they did. I wish that all i ever had to worry about was some stupid boy, that would be sweet. Gosh everything is tearing me up inside. I ( Read more... )

Jesus i hardly notice how much time has past untill i actually sit down and think about it. Thats what i did this weekend, as i ran around on Saturday looking for presents for Alina and making a big deal about it i got to thinking about these past three years. Yes this is going to be one of those entries. . . Three years we've been friends and i ( Read more... )

I'm not a puzzle! Gosh I wish you would stop trying to piece me together. No piece fits another; there is no pretty picture to show you the outcome. Give up on your observations and over-analyzing me. Ask me if you have a question, I still won't tell you the truth. I want to I do but the thing is I’m still so small and no matter how much I grow you ( Read more... )

I have so much time on my hands sometimes between classes that i seem to have nothing to do. Maybe i'll start going on here and typing things up. Honestly i don't even know what to talk about. So much shit goes on in my life and yet nothing goes on at the same time. I was just looking at old pictures of me and alina and julie on julies webshot ( Read more... )

This is what i wrote on the back of my drawings when i was spending time alone in a park ( Read more... )

So tonight was a very nice night i must admit. I love how sometimes you get vibes from people and then later on you learn that they were so right.

I'm starting to get attached to Shane, yes i know Alina and Julie you have told me so. I'm not going to babble now about him its all in my head and i enjoy every minute of you.

Damn i'm all grown up. Its hard to notice things like that untill you step back. I cannot believe that it is already August, everyone will be going there own ways soon and we will only see each other on holidays. Soon after that we won't even see each other at all its all so sad to think about but we are grown up we will have our own lives, our own ( Read more... )

So yesterday was an awesome day and everything is great that has to do with me and Shane but someone stole my wallet. Yea at this little party type thing that had about 13 poeple someone snatched my wallet from my purse and used my debit card and now i have the whole account closed and drama drama blah blah. I didn't notice this till the morning ( Read more... )

Must i say it? I love boys. Everything about them they are the cutest things in the world! There is one in particular right now that makes me smile and glow and not to mention shake. His name is Shane and in advance i'm sorry guys that you have to read this you could skip it i swear. I'm not really going to go into details about everything like ( Read more... )