It's done ( Read more... )

Things went from bad to worse. My last letter from Nan was basically saying "I love you. Goodbye ( Read more... )

I went to go visit Nano last night. I saw his mom there. They went in right before me.

He looks tore up, worse then I imagined. It felt so good to see him. He was scheduled for court this morning at 8. He hasn't called me since then.

I wonder what's going on.

I went to the Southwest Detention Center in Murrieta where Nano is at to go put some money in his books. I got lost and ended up by Casino Morrongo. By the time I finally got there they said I was an hour too late. I tried to hang around the area until they opened at 6:30 again. Meh, there was nowhere I could stick around. There's nothing but track ( Read more... )

Nano called me from the detention center he was at. It felt so good just to hear his voice. He cracked his skull and he has 30 stitches on the back of his head plus scrapes and bruises. I miss him dearly. I'm staying positive for the both of us and hope for the best ( Read more... )

It sucks how the only person that can make me feel better is the one they took away.

I can't stop crying. I can't help feeling like he is going to come back any moment, but I don't think he will for a long time.

That ache I feel. It is persistent. Everything reminds me.

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p.s. Free Nano!

I keep on forgetting that my birthday is coming up. I'm not really excited for Four to the Floor. I'm not really excited about life.

My boyfriend is going to jail tomorrow. I haven't been away from him for more then a day since we've been together.

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The love makes mistakes hurt so much ( Read more... )

This LJ entry was supposed to be about how I had a crazy good time (with awesome pictures) at the beach with Nanopet and his cousin.

But NO. I got drunk and high and lost my fucking camera.

... but I had a great time climbing up a cliff in the dark and drunk with my pants still cold and soaking wet from going in the water!