I can't take it! I don't want to like him but I can't help it. Sometimes I wish I could take back the times I hung out with him. It just makes things worse.

And I miss my friends terribly. I feel seperated from my own world.

I am a VERY jealous person.

u_u

According to Friendster.com's astral reading:

"This whole Lone Ranger act must stop -- it's time to integrate yourself back into the lives of the people around you. The ideal opportunity to do this is coming into your life right now, so take advantage of it. Ask for help, ideas and opinions from the people you've distanced yourself from. Showing ( Read more... )

I think I found a school that interests me.

Otis College of Art and Design in Los Angeles. I fancy it. Hope my dad does too.

The Club is getting too crowded.

Sometimes I feel unwelcome. I think I'm going to go grow up somewhere else... with Jesus. With him, I fear less. Not just support but someone to guide me. This is what I've been looking for all along. I just didn't know this was it.

Cheers to the future.

So I heard that my ex tried to make a pass at my roomate while she was sleeping on the way home from a party in his car.

And then he had the nerve to ask for me when they got to the apartment.

... jerkwad.

Had to cancel my after party. Now I want to go to EDC but I have no way of getting money. Maybe selling a couple pieces. I know Gonzalo wants the one in the living room. That could maybe go for $20 but I'd still be short by more then half ( Read more... )

HotBot Rock! was hella fun. I don't know why I stressed out so bad. I had my self a cocktail of a good time. Drunk, high, rolling, coked out, and k'ed out... it's what I call a good weekend.

And you know my sets got the pretty babies dancing. Happy Birthday to Melissa <3

I keep having a recurring sense of deja vu. Different moments, unrelated. Feeling like I've seen it before.

What could it mean?

If you go to HotBot Rock I'll spin about 20-30 minutes of Daft Punk.

So... BE THERE.